62 Days by Jessie M Page B

face. I love this soft side to side mouth rubbing he does… his neck nibbling and gentle ear biting make me sigh over and over. I am starting to fly away in a heated and sensual nibbled haze. His fingers brush up my inner thigh… I hold my breath and wait for the fingers to probe further. There they go, up inside me fast and urgently…  I push against his probing fingers breathing deeply. I need  much more than this. I look at his face, he knows exactly what I need. His eyes are such a dark blue and he is so very serious. He starts to push his fingers in and out slowly. He is staring at me, watching my face. I’ve never seen Mark so intense as this. It is far more than exciting, it is thrilling. I am taken over by a rhythmic finger and thumb pressure, pushing and rubbing, in and around me, and all the while his eyes keep boring into my head. 
    “T hat is so lovely… don’t stop.” I sigh loudly and push myself against his hand again and again, as hard as I can. My mind is a whirl of sensation, everything is so tightly tuned inside me. I’m being forced higher and higher. My body feels like it is erupting with swirling pleasure and heat and I see a flash of white light in my head as it all whips up to a peak. He kisses my open mouth.  My insides pulsate like mad around his hard fingers. He pushes them hard into me as far as he can. It’s so tight. I squirm wildly gasping and then I stop breathing for a few seconds. My eyes shut in ecstasy. Everything feels sublime everywhere. My God, the things this man does to me. My little world really does rock. I come down a little, open my eyes and look at him leaning over me. His fingers move out of me slowly and gently. His eyes are brighter and glowing but his expression is still incredibly serious.
    “ Ray?”
    “ Mmmm?”
    “ Do you love me?”
    “ Well…” Oh no…
    “You do, don’t you? ” His serious eyes are pleading.
    “ Yes.” There. That’s it, he knows. I’ve done it.
    “ Say it, I want to hear it.”
    Maybe not quite then…
    “ I love you Mark.” I’ve most definitely done it now… 
    He stares at me again, as if in a trance, so very serious and deep, then suddenly his face breaks into the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. My heart flips over and over with love for him. I can hardly breathe with the massive high rushing around me. The air between us is thick, charged with sizzling emotion as he takes my face between his hands and kisses me softly.
    “A nd I love you too Rachel.”
    I didn’t think I could get any higher but I just have.  I am floating away drugged with love. I look into his eyes with an adoring unbelieving gaze. How can this perfectly beautiful divine man love average little me…? There’s my low esteem rearing its ugly head again. I try not to let it spoil the moment and banish the nasty whispering self esteem demon to the depths of hell. It’s not staying up in heaven with me another second longer.
    We have a very long and tightly pressed together love filled kiss and hug. My eyes are threatening to pour and I feel choked to the brim.
    “ So we love each other then.” I know I’m stating the obvious but I want to say it and make it feel more real. “Can we have a little love party, to celebrate?” I put my arms around his neck and pull him towards me for some soft and smoochy little kisses. I want to drown in his beautiful lovestruck eyes.
    “ How about we pretend you’re a love cake and I eat you slowly, bite by bite. I’ll light your candles while I’m at it.” He starts to nip at my breast and I arch up towards him… I want him to take a bigger bite…
    God, does this man love cake…
    “Mmmm… this little cake has just come out of the oven… It’s very, very hot…”

NINETEEN
    Much to my surprise I do get taken outside the house again for a trip to the shops Saturday afternoon. Whether he is subtly trying to tell me I need nicer clothes now that I’m officially with him, or whether he thinks