beauty, blazing with its many candles in this somber log interior. Iâve given up the idea of dressing Olson asSanta Claus in goatâs wool whiskers. Santa Claus without presents would move us to tears. There are a few little gifts,âa pocket-knife and a kitchen set of knife, fork, and a can-opener for Olson. An old broken fountain pen for Rockwell, some sticks of candy,âand the dinner! What shall it be? Wait!
It is midnight. Iâve just finished a good drawing. The lamp is about at its accustomed low markâyesterday it had to be filled twice! Those nights when without a clock I sat up so late and to so uncertain an hour I have discovered by the lamp and the clock together to have been really long. My bedtime then was after two or three oâclockâbut I arose later. To-day I finished a little picture for Olson, and so did Rockwell. These were forgotten in my list of presents as Iâve just written it. I have shown in my picture the king of the island himself striding out to feed the goats while Billy, rearing on his hind legs, tries to steal the food on the way. Rockwellâs picture is of Olson surrounded by all the goats in a more peaceful mood. Olsonâs cabin is in the background. I wish we had more to give the good old man. At any rate he dines with us.
Christmas Eve!
Weâve cleaned the house, stowed everything away upon shelves and hooks and in corners, moved even my easel aside; decorated the roof timbers with dense hemlock boughs, stowed quantities of wood behind the stoveâfor there must be no work on that holidayâand now both Rockwell and I are in a state of suppressed excitement over tomorrow.
What a strange thing! Nothing is coming to us, no change in any respect in the routineof our lives but what we make ourselves,âand yet the day looms so large and magnificent before us! I suppose the greatest festivals of our lives are those at which we dance ourselves. You need nothing from outside,ânot even illusion. Certainly children need to be given scarcely an idea to develop out of it an atmosphere of mystery and expectation as real and thrilling to themselves as if it rested upon true belief.
Well, the tree is ready, cut to length with a cross at the foot to stand upon, and a cardboard and tin-foil star to hang at its top. And now as to Christmas weather. This morning, as might just as well have been expected, was again overcast. Toward evening light snow began to fall. It soon turned to rain and the rain now has settled down to a gentle, even, all-night-and-day pace. Let it snow or rain and grow dark at midday! The better shall be our good Christmas cheer within. This is the true Christmas land. The day should be dark, the house further overshadowed by the woods, tall and black. And there in the midst of that somber, dreadful gloom the Christmas tree should blaze in glory unrivaled by moon or sun or star.
Christmas Day on Fox Island
It is mild; the ground is almost bare and a warm rain falls. First, the Christmas tree all dripping wet is brought into the house and set upon its feet. It is nine feet and a half high and just touches the peak of the cabin. There it stands and dries its leaves while Rockwell and I prepare the feast.
Both stoves are kept burning and the open door lets in the cool air. Everything goes beautifully; the wood burns as it should, the oven heats, the kettle boils, the beans stew, the bread browns in the oven just right, and the new pudding sauce foams up as rich and delicious as though instead of the first it werethe hundredth time Iâd made it. And now everything is ready. The clock stands at a quarter to three. Night has about fallen and lamp light is in the cabin.
âRun, Rockwell, out-of-doors and play awhile.â Quickly I stow the presents about the tree, hang sticks of candy from it, and light the candles.
Rockwell runs for Mr. Olson, and just as they approach the cabin the door opens andfairyland is revealed