watching the city lights grow smaller as the huge boat effortlessly glided its way across Puget Sound. She lowered her gaze to the hot drink cradled in her hands. The time had come for her to be forthright with Glen.
âYou mentioned the other night that youâd learned I donât date much.â
âThatâs the scuttlebutt,â Glen agreed.
âIâm a widow.â
âI know that too, with a nine-year-old son. I was sorry to have missed meeting him.â
âTimmy and my mother went to McDonaldâs for dinner. Iâm sure heâll still be awake when we get back.â She didnât mention that heâd probably give Glen the third degree, asking him about baseball and other sports. To be fair she should warn Glen about her sonâs inquisitiveness, but before she could he spoke again.
âNo one seems to know much more about you.â
âI . . . generally donât combine my home life with business.â
âI understand,â Glen was quick to assure her. âIf youâd rather not talk about yourself, thatâs fine. I donât want you to think Iâm pressuring you.â
âYou arenât,â she said, touched by his gentleness and how hard he worked to please her. âItâs only fair that I tell you about Jeff . . . he was my husband.â
âOnly if you want,â he said and sipped from his coffee. As he did, Jody noticed what nice hands he had. Large, but gentle. They were the kind of hands that comforted a child, that shook on fair deals, and were rarely clenched in anger.
âI met Jeff shortly after he graduated from college,â Jody continued. âI was going into my junior year and we fell deeply in love. We dated for several months and talked about marriage. The next thing I knew Jeff had sold his car so he could buy me an engagement ring.â She paused as she remembered how sheâd wept with joy the night heâd given it to her. For weeks afterward he took a bus to job interviews. âTo make a long story short,â she continued when she could, âhe got a job with Boeing and shortly after that we were married. Timmy wasnât a planned pregnancy, but Iâve thanked God for my son every night since I lost Jeff. I . . . I donât know what I would have done if it hadnât been for Timmy. He . . . he gave me a reason to live.â
She paused, needing a moment to collect herself.
âJeffâs job entailed a lot of traveling. He was always very good about keeping in touch with me. Timmy was only ten months old when Jeff was sent on assignment to Berlin. We set a convenient time for him to phone me each day. When he didnât call one evening I knew immediately that something was dreadfully wrong. I tried his hotel room several times, but there wasnât any answer.â
Her voice wobbled and Glen reached for her hand.
âA week passed with no word. Nothing. I was frantic and so was Jeffâs mother. Together we traveled to Germany. We stayed there nearly a month, in an effort to learn what we could.â
âYou mean he just disappeared into thin air?â Glen asked as they pulled into Winslow, the dock on Bainbridge Island. The sound of the cars driving off the ferry was followed by those boarding. The activity in the cafeteria increased.
âIt seemed that way. We did everything we could, pulled every string, made a nuisance of ourselves at the police station and the American embassy. The best we could figure then was that Jeff had gone for a walk along the Spree River, which was close to the hotel. Thereâd been a string of muggings and beatings that year. The only scenario the authorities could give was that Jeff had been the victim of such a crime and either been thrown or had fallen into the river. I toured every hospital in the city. Gloria, Jeffâs mother, did as well. She insisted Jeff was alive, and refused to give up hope.â
âAnd
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