out of Nicola. A heavy feeling replaced it. A sinking feeling that weighed her down in her chair and caused her to tilt slightly to the left.
Ms. Phibbs called out names. If she called you, you had to write a homework answer on the board. Last year they corrected their homework in groups, but this year they did it in this boring way. Meanwhile, a bad taste filled Nicolaâs mouth.
She looked around at the new classroom arrangement. There was a wide aisle not quite down the middle of the room. It was a split class, but the aisle didnât separate the two grades. Some other logic had placed Gavin Heinrichs, who threw the Murder Ball so savagely, on the same side as Margo Tamm, who was known to âaccidentallyâ bump and kick people and when they said, âOuch,â reply, âDo you think I care how you feel?â
Nicola was on their side, not Lindsayâs.
At lunch Lindsay found Nicola, who was more or less hiding from her in the crowd of kids milling in the cold around the cordoned-off playground equipment.
Lindsay said, âAre we visiting Shady Oaks today?â
âActually, June Bug doesnât need to go anymore because my mom promised theyâd never send her to the SPCA.â
âOh,â Lindsay said, squinching so the pink glasses rose and fell on her face. âWhat about her going to hell?â
âThereâs no such place.â
âAre you sure about that?â
Mina had answered this same question. Sheâd said she wasnât sure. So had Ignacio, back in the fall. The horrible taste welled up in Nicolaâs mouth again and made her feel like spitting.
âAnd what about Mr. Milton and the others?â Lindsay asked.
âI was only going for my dog.â
Nicola felt miserable the whole rest of the day.
Lindsay spoke to her one more time at the end of school, after the class had finished their detention for not doing a page of homework that Ms. Phibbs hadnât even assigned. The girls were in the cloakroom where their coat hooks were still side by side.
Lindsay whispered, âWhy is Ms. Phibbs so mean?â
She seemed to have brushed off Nicolaâs rejection. Nicola was relieved.
âI had Ms. Phibbs last year and she wasnât mean at all.â
Lindsay said, âI bet sheâs getting divorced.â
âWhy would you say that?â
âBecause thatâs what happens when you get a divorce. You feel really, really sad.â
âShe doesnât seem sad,â Nicola said. âShe seems mad.â
âYou feel sad and mad.â
They went downstairs and out the door of the school.
âWhat are you doing now?â Nicola asked.
âGoing to Shady Oaks.â And Lindsay turned and walked off, leaving Nicola standing in the cold until her eyelashes stuck together.
* * *
They had library time during school to work on their wildlife PowerPoint presentations, but not nearly enough. That night Nicola had to ask her mother to make Jared get off the computer. He slumped on the couch in the den doing his own homework, announcing every few minutes how much time she had left.
âTwelve minutes.â
Coyotes, like all dogs, can hear sounds from four times as far away as humans , Nicola typed.
âTen minutes.â
Coyotes can detect smells at a concentration 100 million times lower than humans .
When her thirty minutes were over, Jared muscled her off the chair.
âI have to save it!â Nicola shrieked.
Then she stood behind him watching him play.
âYou said there were nine kinds of angels.â
Jared rattled them off. âSeraphim, Cherubim, Thrones, Dominions, Virtues, Powers, Principalities, Archangels, Angels. They all have special powers. ÂSeraphim blow fire. Iâm on the Principalities now. They join with other Principalities to form armies.â
âBut not in real life, right? In the game?â
He pounded the keys, ignoring her. âDie! Die! Yes! Here we