waist.
âDreamy,â Betty said. âIsnât that the word now? Married life is dreamy.â
âMarried life is dreamy, huh?â Bobbie said. âThatâs why youâre over here at eight p.m . on a Saturday night?â
â Youâre over here. Whereâs your husband?â
âItâs Dickâs regular poker night. I come here every Saturday for dinner.â
âBillâs out with friends.â
âUh-huh. What was the fight about?â
âThere wasnât a fight.â
Bobbie lifted the lid from the cast-iron skillet and poked the pot roast with her fork.
âHe shouldnât be arguing with you so soon after you lost the baby. No woman is in her right mind for a few months after something like that.â
Betty told her about Alaska.
âIâm going to pour us a drink,â Bobbie said.
So here they were freezing their asses off on the porch, with the gin burning a path down their throats and Smelly lying at their feet, calm and unbathed.
âYou donât have to go to Alaska,â Bobbie repeated.
âWell, I donât want him to be miserable.â
âGet pregnant again.â
âI donât know,â Betty said. âI think Bill would rather wait a while. He wasnât really thrilled I got pregnant so fast.â She sighed. âAlthough I may not be able to help it.â It was hard to use the rhythm method when they were having sex three or four times a week, and her desire for him was strongest at exactly the time of the month when she was supposed to abstain.
âThen figure out a compromise,â Bobbie said. âHe wants to go to Alaska, you donât, so think of someplace you want to live and convince him he wants that, too.â
Betty rolled her eyes. âYou read too many magazines,â she said. âIâd like to see you convince Bill Pavalak of anything.â She closed her eyes and took in the scent of the Douglas firs that towered next to the house, the aroma of pot roast, the slightly musty smell of the old wooden porch. âAnd I donât want to leave Seattle. Iâm happy here.â
âYou should have thought of that before you got married.â
âI didnât really think about much other than Bill before I got married.â
âI know,â Bobbie said. She was quiet for a moment, rocking on the porch. âHeâs not the type whoâs going to be happy in one place, Bets. Youâve got to indulge his taste for change in some areas, so he doesnât indulge it in others.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Bettyâs voice was sharper than she meant it to be.
âIt means he stepped out on his first wifeâdonât look at me like that, Dick told me about it. And you donât want him to cheat on you.â
âIf Iâve got to move to Alaska to make sure he doesnât cheat on me then I shouldnât have married him,â Betty said.
A dog barked down the street. A long silence filled the space between them, and grew until it seemed to Betty almost like a tangible thing.
âSo thatâs what you think,â Betty said finally, her voice flat. She adored Bobbie, whose calm optimism had always been a touchstone for her. Bobbieâs silence stung.
âHe loves you, Bets, I really believe that. I wouldnât have let you marry him if I didnât. But heâs a guy who likes adventure and change. Heâs not going to be happy working nine to five in an office every day for the rest of his life, then coming home to a house on Queen Anne Hill with a bunch of kids. So you have to figure out how to get some of what you wantâlike a big familyâand give him some of what he wants.â
Betty said nothing, but rolled Bobbieâs words over and over in her mind during the next few weeks. Bill had come home drunk that night, and then apologized the next morning. Heâs the kind of guy