wanted to be
a submissive”. He
acknowledged that she was one. He
spoke it as truth,
validating it, pul ing back every
doubt, fear, accusation and
ugly word as if it were rusty barbed
wire that had been
bound around that part of herself.
Now he was pul ing the
barbs out, making her bleed.
“Yes. I think so.” Her voice broke.
He put his mouth on the tear rol ing
down her cheek. It
had reached the corner of her mouth,
but she couldn’t turn
her head, make it into a ful kiss. She
was paralyzed, not
knowing what to do.
“Yes. You are. And as far as you’re
concerned, from here
forward, you are ‘one of mine’. You
understand?”
She shook her head. “You never said
what that means.”
“You know what it means.” He
straightened up so she
only saw his legs, clad in the tailored
slacks. Despite his
command, she couldn’t help letting
her gaze lift when she
saw he was loosening his tie further
and unbuttoning his
shirt. “It means I’m your Master and
I’m going to take care
of you, starting right now.”
As the buttons were slipped, pale
marble skin was
revealed. A thin mat of black hair on
his chest artful y
narrowed to that silken line over his
striated abdomen and
disappeared in his slacks. There
would be a tangle of black
coarse hair around his cock, a light
layer over his heavy
testicles, unless he shaved that area.
Despite her words
earlier, trying to push him away, this
was a grown man, not
a boy. And it was clear exactly
which one of them held the
reins.
“Didn’t I tel you to keep looking
down?”
“Please, let me look.” The whispered
plea came before
she could stop herself. “I’ve wanted
to look at you for so
long.”
As he rested his hands on his belt,
her attention zeroed
in on the diagonal lines of muscle at
his waist. “You have
looked at me, Rachel. You and that
wedding ring hoax put
me through hel , every time I’d catch
you checking me out
with those hungry eyes. I had to
exercise some serious
mind games to keep from reacting.
Those cotton pants
don’t hide much.”
“No, they don’t.” A tiny smile
bloomed in her heart, then
on her lips, surprising her.
“Particularly during Sleeping
Thunderbolt.”
He gave a snort. “Wel , everything is
wide awake now.
This time, you may look. But only if
you get into a
submissive kneeling posture. Hands
laced behind your
head, ass on your heels, knees spread
shoulder width
apart.”
She complied, mouth dry once again.
He didn’t give her
long to look, moving around her,
pausing outside of her
range of vision. One fingertip drifted
up her spine, a tingling
sensation that made her shiver, arch.
“Better. Some Masters want the back
ramrod straight. I
like this, where your breasts are
tilted up and there’s a
strain in the muscles, keeping your
mind focused. I want
your mind only on my desire and wil
, nothing else. Until I
release you, there’s nothing else but
that. Understood?”
“Y-yes.”
A pause. “I’l let you get away with
not addressing me
properly for now, but only because I
want the pleasure of
hearing it come spontaneously from
you the first time, when
your mind truly lets go.”
She was thinking her mind had let go
already, but she
was wil ing to embrace the
temporary insanity. When he
stepped back in front of her, he
unbuckled his belt,
unhooked the trousers. She could tel
he was already
aroused, because the smooth pleated
line of the linen was
no longer smooth. She didn’t know a
body could reach a
starvation point so quickly, but it was
a ravenous ache in
her stomach, the strain in her thighs
and arched back
intensifying as he toed off his
polished shoes, removed his
socks with the slacks low on his hips,
the tongue of the belt
hanging loose, the buckle making a
faint clinking noise as
he lithely bent to set the footwear
aside. If he’d let her, she’d
take down that zipper with her
Lisa Mondello, L. A. Mondello