chairs around into little clusters. But there wasnât anyone there yet. I sat in my seat, and guess who walked in next?
She and I looked at each other, caught and frozen, like deer in headlights. I opened my mouth to say something, but Mr. Donnelly came bustling in with a cheery hello. The moment had passed, and the room quickly filled.
Our group was good, and I hated to admit it, but Olivia was one of the best (along with yours truly, of course). She didnât say one mean thing to me for almost the entire class, either. Actually,she didnât say anything to me. She just acted like I wasnât there. She did say one meanish thing to George Martinez when he missed a question, but that was all. I started to wonder if my friends were right. Maybe I had won. It was a weird, new feelingâkind of powerfulâand Iâm embarrassed to admit to myself that I kind of like it.
But then I got a really hard question I knew the answer to, and in my excitement, I jumped up, and my chair knocked back and tipped over. Everyone laughed, including Mr. Donnelly and finally, me. It was funny, I realized. When Iâd successfully answered the question and sat back down, Olivia leaned over, so everyone could hear, and said, âVery exciting. Kind of like a bake-off, right, Alexis?â
So I turned to look her right in the eye and said, âMeet me after class.â Just like that!
OMG. After I said it, my whole body flooded with a cold feeling, then a hot feeling. My knees wobbled, and I didnât look around to see whoâd heard me. I just willed myself not to blush. What the heck was I going to say to Olivia Allen after class? I did not know. All I knew was that this had gone on long enough and it was totally distracting me.
The remaining fifteen minutes of class flew by,of course, and when the bell rang, I rose, packed my things, and waited for Olivia outside the door. It took her so long, I had to look back in to see if she slipped by without me seeing her (which really would have been impossible), but she was still there, slowly loading her bag.
Finally, finally, just when I thought I couldnât take it anymore, she came through the door and into the hall.
She stopped and then looked at me with a challenging tilt to her chin. âSo?â she asked. âWhat do you want?â
I took a deep breath and just plunged in.
âTo apologize. I may have said something rude about you, and Iâm sure you heard about it. I wanted to apologize and to say that it wasnât nice and probably wasnât true.â
Olivia just stared at me. A moment went by, and then she said, âIt isnât true. I happen to be a really good skier. We used to go all the time.â
So Maggie was right! Olivia had been holding this grudge all this time. Wow.
âWell, I am sorry for being mean. I regret hurting your feelings. And now Iâd like you to apologize as well.â I canât believe my nerve!
âFor what?â Olivia asked, narrowing her eyes.
âFor treating me terribly. For embarrassing me on purpose. For teasing me, mocking me, and humiliating me. What I said was wrong, but your punishment has been unbearable, and it needs to stop.â
Olivia blinked.
âWell . . .,â she started. âThanks. Thanks for apologizing. I didnât know why you said that, and I thought it was really mean.â
âIt was,â I said. But I had to hold my ground. I wanted Olivia to apologize too. I took another deep breath. âBut probably not mean enough that you had to torture me for the past few weeks. You were really mean back, and itâs a terrible way to treat another person. Also, Iâm not sure why you are so fascinated by me that you are always watching me. I guess Iâm flattered.â
Olivia looked around. None of her BFFs were around, and it was just Olivia and me. Was Olivia nervous? Embarrassed? I couldnât tell. âI donât watch
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