spent that night searching for a place to sleep in it, and I couldn’t bear the windburn any more, I hoped that all of that was just a nightmare but it wasn’t and I had to endure spending the night out just like homeless people who keep dwelling and dwelling without even being noticed. People have just stopped caring about miserable people haven’t they? And finally I could find a tree and there was a chair underneath it so I stopped by to rest a little bit until the rain stopped. But even the chair had a broken leg and as soon as I sat on it, it fell apart just like my life was falling apart. At that moment I became so resentful and flew into a rage crying out and yelling as if nobody was there, as if I was the only person who was awake at that time, I was so desperate that I wished I could commit suicide but even that was a difficult thing because I had no knives, no ropes and there were no bridges or high buildings so the only thing that could help was to get on that tree and throw myself from its top. It was difficult for me, but death was the only way that was open wide in front of my eyes, henceforth I made my way to the top of the tree and closed my eyes then jumped. All happened in a wink, but few minutes after I could feel again the windburn slapping my face and the rain drops on my hair, at that moment I realized that I was still alive and that I had to endure more sufferings, but when I opened my eyes I saw a man in front of my eyes, he was holding me between his hands. He was a tall guy, and he had a craggy round face, a snubbed nose and his lips were so thick compared to his thin body; he wasn’t a special man and was rather unattractive but he saved me, and he will consider himself my savior for the rest of my life.
-“Why did you show up in my life, I was going to rest once and for all, but you prevented me from doing what I want young man. Who the hell are you to allow yourself to intervene in my life?” I asked.
-“I wouldn’t allow such a beautiful lady like you to make an end that easy to her life.” The guy answered in a deep voice.
-“Am I? Thanks for the compliment any way, maybe you are right, I deserve to live and enjoy life more though it seems to be a little bit difficult.” I added while looking in the stranger’s eyes.
-“Believe me nothing could be impossible, you only have to be willing to change and you will find all the people standing by your side.” The man said.
-“Thanks for these kind and encouraging words, my name is Riona can I know yours?” I asked.
-“What a nice name Riona for a beautiful girl, let me present myself, people call me Jagger, and I’m a sailor, however in rainy time, I spend my nights at home, in fact I live very near here.” Jagger replied
-“It is a nice coincidence to meet you Jagger.” I said.
-“Can I ask you a question Riona?” Jagger asked.
-“Go ahead” I replied.
-“Why do you want to commit suicide? Jagger asked.
-“I won’t tell you the whole story but all you have to know is that I had my reasons to do that, now please can you leave me alone?” I replied.
-“Well forgive me; I can’t leave you alone, if I do you will try to commit suicide again and I don’t want that to happen to you.” Jagger said in a soft voice.
I was so mad at that guy who came to ruin all my attempts to get rid of this miserable life so I took my backpack and ran away, but he followed me and stopped me from completing my way.
-“What if I afford you a place to stay in, would you agree to come with me, I can’t see a girl with your beauty to dwell in the streets in such weather.” Jagger said.
I thought about the whole issue and I have found that it was ok to give it a try since I have nothing to lose, I had no further available choices.
So I responded in a very low voice: “I agree, but I will stay only for few days until I find a job.”
I was so happy deep inside because I thought my problems would come to an end and that I will