anything.â
âOkay, well, Iâll start at the beginning and you stop me if you already know what Iâm teaching you.â
He turns back to the computer screen and shows me how my music scrolls across it. It almost looks like a hospital heart monitor. Each additional instrument and rhythm that I add will show up on the screen as a new track, either beneath or above the ones already recorded. I can even assign each one a different color to distinguish it from the others. I can record multiple tracks and adjust each one individually without affecting the others. I can raise the volume of the flute or soften the beat of a drum.
âWhat do you think?â he asks.
âItâs pretty cool. I didnât know you could do all that.â
âNow you know.â
âIt looks complicated.â
âJust play with it for a while. Youâll get the hang of it.â
I shrug, not convinced.
âYouâve got a whole year to finish the project, you know.â
âHow often can I use the sound room?â I ask.
âItâs all yours during music-theory classes. And thereââ he points at the wallââis a sign-up sheet for other hours. Iâve blocked off the times that the composition class meets, and we have some eager recording-studio-engineer types in this school, but youâll have plenty of time to get the project done.â
âI donât know about that.â
He tilts his head to regard me.
âYou said you wanted a masterpiece. How long did it take Beethoven to write the Fifth Symphony?â
He smiles but doesnât laugh. Heâs studying me a little too closely, and I feel the urge to move back, get some space, but thereâs no room.
âThat was a joke,â I tell him.
âI know.â He gets up, and his hand squeezes my arm as he directs me into the chair heâs just vacated. âHave a seat,â he says. âLetâs try adding a trumpet track to your composition.â
I sit down, still aware of where his hand was on my arm. It felt nice. Gentle but firm. Just enough pressure to guide me, the way a perfect dance partner can guide you around the dance floor without being aggressive.
âOkay, now find the trumpet under the Options menu,â he instructs.
I scroll through the list of instruments, distracted by his presence as he stands close behind me, bent over and peering at the computer screen.
We spend the next half hour playing with the composition program. Occasionally his arm brushes against mine as he reaches to point at something on the screen. I can feel his body heat through his shirt, and his breath is warm where it hits the back of my neck. The scent of his spicy aftershave wafts past me. I have trouble concentrating on his instructions.
Eventually he stretches and steps toward the door. âI need to eat something before the next block,â he says. âBut you go ahead; keep playing with the program. We can schedule another lesson once youâve had a chance to experiment a little.â
I should be relieved that heâs no longer right behind me, but Iâm not, and Iâm bothered by the fact that I actually enjoyed having him so close.
My stomach growls. I slap my hand to it, embarrassed.
He smiles. âThereâs only one rule,â he says. âNo eating or drinking in here. You canât damage anything by clicking on the wrong icon, but a spilled drinkâ¦â He leaves the sound room, and through the glass I see him walking toward his desk. I save the work weâve done and put my flash drive in my pack. I give him a little wave as I walk across the classroom toward the door. âThanks!â
âAllegra,â he calls.
I spin around. âYes?â
âYouâre not a perfectionist, are you?â
Iâm not sure what heâs getting at. âOf course I am.â I smile.
âIâm serious,â he says. âWhen I said I
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