some unknown percentage of mundanes died upon Ascending, it seemed to him like the Cup didnât need any additional help on theoccasionally fatal front.
âWhere is Sunil, anyway?â Simon asked. They hadnât exactly made a plan to meet up tonight, but the Academy offered limited recreational optionsâat least if you didnât enjoy spending your free time accidentally getting locked in the dungeons or stalking the giant magical slug rumored to slither through the corridors in the predawn hours. Most nights for the last couple of months, Simon and his friends had ended up here, talking about their futures, and heâd expected they would spend this last night the same way.
Marisol, who knew Sunil the best, shrugged. âMaybe heâs âconsidering his options.ââ She curled her fingers around the phrase. This was how Dean Penhallow had advised students on the mundane track to spend their final evening, assuring them there was no shame in backing out at the last moment.
âHumiliation. Lifelong embarrassment over your mundie cowardice and guilt for wasting all of our very valuable time,â Scarsbury had growled at them, and then, when the dean shot him a disapproving look, âBut yeah, sure, no shame.â
âWell, shouldnât he be âconsideringâ?â Julie asked. âShouldnât you all be? Itâs not like going to doctor school and taking the Hypocritical oath or something. You donât get to change your mind.â
âFirst of all, itâs the Hippocratic oath,â Marisol said.
âAnd itâs called medical school,â Jon put in, looking rather proud of himself. Marisol had been schooling him on mundane life. Against his will, or so Jon had led them to believe.
âSecond of all,â Marisol added, âwhy would you think any of us would be likely to change our minds? Are you planning to change your mind about being a Shadowhunter?â
Julie looked affronted by the idea. âI am a Shadowhunter. You might as well have asked if Iâm planning to change my mind about being alive.â
âSo what makes you think itâs any different for us?â Marisol said fiercely. She was the youngest of them by two years and the smallest by several inches, but Simon sometimes thought that she was the bravest. She was certainly the one heâd bet on in a fight. (Marisol fought wellâshe also, when necessary, fought dirty.)
âShe didnât mean anything by it,â Beatriz said gently.
âI really didnât,â Julie said quickly.
Simon knew it was true. Julie couldnât help sounding like a mundane-hating snob sometimes, any more than Jon could help sounding likeâwell, like an asshole sometimes. Thatâs who they were, and Simon realized that, inexplicably, he wouldnât have it any other way. For better or worse, these were his friends. In two years theyâd faced so much together: demons, faeries, Delaney Scarsbury, the dining hall âfood.â It was almost like a family, Simon reflected. You didnât necessarily like them all the time, but you knew, push come to shove, youâd defend them to the death.
Though he very much hoped it wouldnât come to that.
âCome on, arenât you a little nervous?â Jon asked. âWho can remember the last time anyone Ascended? It sounds utterly ridiculous when you think about it: One drink from a cup andâpoofâ Lewis is a Shadowhunter?â
âIt doesnât sound ridiculous to me,â Julie said softly, and they all fell silent. Julieâs mother had been Turned during the Dark War. One drink from Sebastianâs Infernal Cup, and sheâd become Endarkened. A shell of a person, nothing more than a hollow vessel for Sebastianâs evil commands.
They all knew what one drink from a cup could do.
George cleared his throat. He couldnât stand a somber mood for more than thirty