Laura had to laugh. âWhy?â The more Ginny talked, the more Laura became convinced that Ginny was getting tight. But talking to her now was almost like talking to herselfâto all the things that had flashed through her mind before, taunting her but not staying long enough for her to fully grasp at them.
âBecause you wonât admit you want to kiss me. Thatâs why.â
Lauraâs face grew hot. She wanted to deny it. But she couldnât.
âWell?â Ginnyâs eyes probed hers. âItâs true, isnât it?â
âI donât know,â Laura answered miserably. âMaybe it is. I donât know.â
âBut I know, Laura.â Ginnyâs voice was a tense whisper. âI know because itâs the way I feel about you. I want you!â Her eyes filled with tears; she turned away. Laura stared helplessly at the girlâs rigid back.
âAre you crying, Ginny?â
The girl shook her head, but Laura knew that she was. A stab of resentment ripped through her. She hated being trapped in emotional situations; the scene in Tijuana had been enough of a shock for one day. But as quickly as the feeling came, it dissipated, routed by Lauraâs natural compassionâand the excitement that Ginnyâs admission had aroused.
She put a consoling arm around Ginnyâs shoulder. Somehow the mere contact of the girlâs body unleashed something, and all the plaguing doubts flew from Laura. All she knew now was what she felt, could feel . . . Laura turned the girl to face her. Her voice didnât seem her own. âIâm glad. I think . . . I think I feel the same way about you.â
Ginny didnât stir, seemed almost not to breathe.
Very slowly, Laura leaned forward and hesitantly kissed Ginny on the lips.
She felt Ginnyâs body tighten, but her lips were soft and warm . . . and waiting. Then Ginnyâs lips parted, and her arms rose up and encircled Lauraâs neck, pulling her slowly, so slowly closer. All other thoughts were blotted out.
It was so unbelievably sweetâthe faint aroma of sun and soap on Ginnyâs smooth face, the down-soft lips that now parted more so that their tongues touched . . . at first strangely, exploring, then completely, familiar.
It was delicious to Laura. No rough beard scratching her face, no large hands asserting their masculinity, no feeling of being cornered into an affairâjust a soft kiss with small, gentle hands and smooth arms caressing her . . .
Laura was lost in the ease and tenderness of this moment. No other thought but now, no other sensation than that of total surrender to Ginnyâs touch . . .
Effortlessly their lips separated, but Laura didnât move away, nor did Ginny. Their faces so close that Laura could feel Ginnyâs breath, she raised her hand to Ginnyâs flushed cheek, enjoying the very contact with her, the feeling of possession of the very bones beneath her young face.
Ginny smiled and, turning her face into Lauraâs hand, kissed her palm. She leaned back on the couch, pulling Laura over her. Her eyes were dark, challenging, probing, suggestive.
Ginnyâs hands reached up to Lauraâs throat, stroking, caressing, and traced down smoothly to her breasts. It was so strange to Lauraâexciting, intense, yet oddly gentle. It didnât seem as if they were âmaking loveâ in any way Laura had known before. It wasnât lust competing with frenzy.
The last thing Laura remembered was that every inch of her body seemed to leap, struggle, surge to meet with Ginnyâs.
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Laura lay quietly on her side, staring at the sunlight on Ginnyâs hair as she slept in Lauraâs arms. She had been awake for almost an hour, just watching Ginny, incredibly content just to have her sweet body next to hers.
She wanted to wake Ginny and share her pleasure with her, share this first delicious morning together. If anyone had told