back in the atrium and safely on the platform, where I yank the phone out of my back pocket and slide it open.
The world beneath will weep blood.
I look up. The atrium has gotten hot. Melt-my-bones hot.
Sweet Jesus. Iâm sweating, Haze is sweating; even the walls are sweating.
The walls. Are sweating.
Not water.
Not condensation.
Blood.
10
The deep blast of a honking subway train nearly shoots me out of my own skin. I havenât even had time to process the dark red ooze dripping down the walls of the catacombs, but Haze and I spin around, and there, not ten feet away, is a shrunken-down version of a subway car.
And itâs waiting. For us.
âWhat the hell is this?â Haze says. âIt said on your app they havenât run trains on these tracks in over a hundredââ
âJust get in.â I push him through the open door of the car and scramble in behind him.
So it wasnât the tunnelsâit was never meant to be the tunnels. It was the actual subway: this is our on-ramp. The mission hasnât even started yet.
Within seconds, weâre moving, our pint-sized train car negotiating through the tight-cornered tracks like an amusement-park ride. Ages-old brass chandeliers flicker as we pass by, eerily illuminating the tunnel walls until theyâre just how I remember the Boneyard to look.
âYo, Tosh.â
I follow the trajectory of Hazeâs shaky finger.
The thick humidity thatâs strong-armed its way into the subway car by now is still dripping in bloodred rivulets down the tiled walls of the station tunnels.
âThatâs dire, man,â he says, and I feel a stab of guilt. He canât even begin to conceptualize what weâre sitting in the middle of.
The air around us is dense, heavy with the smell of wet cement and garbage. A metallic tang leeches off the walls of the subway car, burns my lungs every time I inhale.
My vision goes into soft focus, drifts mothlike through the car. I shouldnât be too pissed at the commandos for not keeping in better communication. Chat windows wonât be secure. Texting is the only method they can use, and itâs not very convenient. Still, I have to remember, theyâre getting me where I need to go. I just have to remain vigilant. Turk and his army are clearly lying in wait. Watching. Listening.
Outside the window, the shimmering skyline blinks in and out of view. A cast-off glow of neon-yellow streetlights illuminates my reflection in the glass and then too easily disappears. I feel the void in the center of my chest, the ache of being there one second and gone the next. If I donât fix things, everything I know could blink out of view that way. For good this time.
The train takes a sharp dip, dragging my stomach down with it, and suddenly weâre underground again. With sweat-slick fingers, I pop in an earbud so I donât have to hear the screech of the subway tracks. Still, I keep a close eye out the window, hoping for some hint of where weâre headed, since no one seems too keen on telling me.
âTosh?â I hear Haze whisper.
Heâs pressed so flat against the window itâs almost funnyâuntil I turn to see what heâs on about.
The bricks of the tunnel zip by us faster and faster, like a scene out of one of those sci-fi movies where the spaceship hits warp speed and the stars turn into blurred lines that shoot out behind it.
âWhat theââ But before he can finish the thought, he drops off the grid again. Narcoleptic Haze, succumbing to blissful slumber.
I close my eyes too, wishing I could lean my head back against the window and grab a quick nap. Not a good idea, unless Iâm willing to sustain a third-degree concussion as the subway car caroms through the winding tunnels.
Sometimes sheâd take me with her on her drive-offs. We wouldnât talk. Iâd just lay my head against the window and let the vibration of the car soothe me.
Jimmy Fallon, Gloria Fallon