to do?”
“Mm, not quite. I'd say more, but I fear you'd think I'm a freak.”
He put his arms out for me, and the urge to be cradled against his chest was too much to bear. I slid out of my jacket; he lay me down on the bed.
When his lips found mine, I felt that same jolt that our first kiss gave me, that surprising spark I'd never felt with any other man.
He'd definitely picked up some tricks over the years. Oh goodness, that tongue... What else could he do with a mouth like this?
“I've missed this,” he whispered. “Missed you .”
When his hands moved lower, I flinched. We'd never gone this far before. What if it ruined everything?
Too late to go back now. I'd take that chance.
Off came my shorts and underwear and finally my shirt. When I was totally naked, Carter just sat there and stared like it was some kind of holy experience.
“You've been teasing me all day,” he said, shaking off his stupor. “But it was worth it. Now I can't wait to explore every inch of you.”
His hands trailed past my tummy to my smooth mound, and he let out a growl of approval.
“What's this?” He stroked me teasingly. “I think someone was expecting this.”
“Not expecting. More like hoping.”
Yes, I needed this. Needed to forget about Andy. Needed a man like Carter to make me feel loved – in the way I hadn't felt for such a long time now.
And goodness, did I feel loved when he settled between my thighs and satisfied me with his mouth. He did things to me with his tongue that my ex-fiance would never do, gave me the pleasure I once had to beg for but with Carter, it came so easily to me.
He let out a content sigh. I opened my eyes and caught him watching me.
“I've never seen you like this,” he admitted, peppering my thighs with kisses. “Your face is so beautiful when you come.”
“When are you going to let me stare at you? ” I pulled at his boxers, eager to return the favor.
“You can look all you like, though I think I'd prefer your touch a little more.”
Here I was, seeing him naked for the first time. Just like the rest of him, even his cock was sexy. I reached for him with a shaking hand; he gasped softly as my fingers wrapped around him.
He was so hard, so solid; his skin velvety soft and wonderfully warm. I couldn't wait to feel him inside me.
But first...
“Oh God. Yes.” He groaned as my lips parted for him. “Don't you dare stop. Yes. ”
There was something especially erotic about taking him in my mouth. I shut my eyes and just breathed, savoring the taste and smell and everything about him.
Never had I wanted to do this so badly for any other man. But this was Carter, once my very best friend.
He knew me better than anyone. Was always at my side when I needed him. For all he'd done, he deserved this. He deserved more than I could probably ever give him.
Neither of us could wait any longer. He reached for the foil packet he'd set on the nightstand.
“Her Pleasure,” he read off the label. “Time to see if these work as advertised.”
As soon as he was done, I pushed him into a chair and threw myself in his lap. He was surprised, but wove his arms around me and dragged his lips over my neck.
“You the sort of woman who likes to take control in the sack, hmm?”
“Maybe.”
“But what if I prefer to take charge?” His lips found my ear; his breath tickled my flesh. “I think we might have ourselves a power struggle.”
“You always did like to compete.”
For me, sex had never been like it appears in romance movies – until now.
Carter's stare was smoky as I reached for him, so ready to finally have him that I couldn't stop trembling. His thumb on my nipple, his lips on my throat... Yes, this was perfect.
I slid down on him, our eyes locked as he filled me inch by inch. Then, in his embrace, I rode him as deep and hard as I could stand it.
“ Fuck, ” he hissed, fingers pressed firmly into my back. “Use my cock, Allie. Make yourself come for me.”
His