credibility. I, on the other hand, had blown into town with my recently divorced mother, when I was thirteen, and remained an unknown quantity. I didnât miss the latest stepfatherâhe was one in a long lineâand I loved Mom deeply.
I just didnât want to be like her, that was all. I wanted to go to college, marry one man, and raise a flock of kids. It might not be politically correct to admit it, but I wasnât really interested in a career.
When the Tristan-and-me thing bit the dust, I pulled my savings out of the bank and caught the first bus out of town.
Mom had long since moved on from Parable, but she still had a financial interest in the Bronco, and the other partners wanted to sell. Iâm a paralegal, not a lawyer, but my mother saw that as a technicality. Sheâd hooked up with a new boyfriendânot the kind that requires batteriesâand as of that moment, she was somewhere in New Mexico, on the back of a Harley. A week ago, on the same day I was notified that Iâd been downsized, she called me from a borrowed cell phone and talked me into representing her at the negotiations.
In a weak moment, Iâd agreed. She overnighted me an airline ticket and her power of attorney, and wired travel expenses into my checking account, and here I wasâback in Parable, Montana, the place Iâd sworn I would never think about, let alone visit, again.
âMiss?â The flight attendantâs voice jolted me back to the present. From the expression on her face, I would be carried off bodily if I didnât disembark on my own. I unsnapped my seat belt, hauled my purse out from under 3B, and deplaned with as much dignity as I could summon.
I had forgotten why they call Montana the Big Sky Country. Itâs like being under a vast, inverted bowl of the purest blue, stretching from horizon to horizon.
The airport at Helena was small, and the land around the city is relatively flat, but the trees and mountains were visible in the distance, and I felt a little quiver of nostalgia as I took it all in. Living in Phoenix for the decade since Iâd fled, working my way through vocational school and making a life for myself, Iâd had plenty of occasion to miss the terrain, but I hadnât consciously allowed myself the indulgence.
I made my way carefully down the steps to the tarmac, and crossed to the entrance, trailing well behind the other passengers. Mom had arranged for a rental car, so all I had to do was pick up my suitcase at the baggage claim, sign the appropriate papers at Avis, and boogie for Parable.
I stopped at a McDonaldâs on the way through town, since I hadnât had breakfast and twenty-six peanuts donât count as nourishment. Frankly, I would have preferred a stiff drink, but you canât get arrested for driving under the influence of French fries and a Big Mac.
I switched on the radio, in a futile effort to keep memories of Tristan at bay, and the first thing I heard was Our Song.
I switched it off again.
My cell phone rang, inside my purse, and I fumbled for it.
It was Lucy.
âWhere are you?â she demanded.
I pushed the speaker button on the phone, so I could finish my fries and still keep one hand on the wheel. âIn the trunk of a car,â I answered. âIâve been kidnapped by the mob. Think I should kick out one of the taillights and wave my hand through the hole?â
Lucy hesitated. âSmart-ass,â she said. âWhere are you really?â
I sighed. Lucy is my best friend, and I love her, but sheâs the mistress of rhetorical questions. We met at school in Phoenix, but now sheâs a clerk in an actuaryâs office, in Santa Barbara. I guess they pay her to second-guess everything. âOn my way to Parable. You know, that place weâve been talking about via BlackBerry?â
âOh,â said Lucy.
I folded another fry into my mouth, gum-stick style. âDo you have some reason