reasons?â
âNot at all. I donât know what your reasons are. Iâm just curious. As mayor you serve a group of people within city boundaries. As a congresswoman youâll be doing the same thing. Some of the issues will certainly affect those outside the district and maybe even the whole country, but in the end, youâre a person serving other people. Thereâs no higher or lower in that.â
That started my brain churning, and I appreciated it. A few moments thinking of something else was a welcome break. âIâm not sure the distinction would make a difference in the campaign.â
âIt wouldnât, but it might make a difference in you. Donât sell yourself or this office you hold short. Anything done for God, anything done for others, is important, which, if I understand my son correctly, is why Iâm here. I was very sorry to hear about your friendâs tragedy. How can I help?â
The heaviness that had been threatening to squeeze the breath out of me returned. I filled him in on Fritzy, the phone call, my visit, and the reason I wanted to meet with him. âI promised Fritzy that I would help with the arrangements. Would you be willing to do the funeral?â
âYes,â he said immediately.
âI donât know her spiritual state or that of her husband. I feel guilty admitting that.â
âGuilt is a useless emotion. Itâs good for alerting us to a problem but nothing more. Itâs like a fire alarm that goes off. Once we know of the danger, the alarm is doing nothing more than making noise. Iâll be happy to do the service. Give me her phone number and address. Iâll make an appointment to visit her. Has she chosen a funeral home to work with?â
âI doubt it,â I said.
âThere are several good ones in the city. Iâll make a recommendation. Youâll need to call her before I do. Tell her who I am, and that Iâll be calling. Lawyers have a reputation for chasing ambulances. I donât want to be accused of chasing hearses.â
I chortled and told him Iâd make the call.
âNow, how are you doing?â
âMe? Iâm fine. Why?â I squirmed in my seat.
âWhy? Letâs see. Floyd told me you discovered a murder victim yesterday, and this morning you get a call about the murder of a friendâs husband. Considering the experiences youâve endured in the past, well, I just want to make sure youâre doing okay.â
âIâm fine, Pastor,â I said. âSome old hurts have been reopened but thatâs to be expected. Right now, Iâm hurting more for Fritzy than for myself.â
He smiled. âThatâs what I like about you, Maddyâyour heart. If you need to talk, just give me a call. Weâll have coffee or something. Of course, youâll have to pay.â
âIâd be happy to pay.â
He studied me for a second and then, apparently convinced that I wasnât going to melt into a blob of broken woman, he said, âLetâs have a word of prayer.â
He took my hand and bowed his head. I closed my eyes and did the same. It still felt strange to me. The prayer was short and to the point.
When I raised my head, I said, âThank you.â I noticed his eyes shift from me to something behind me. I turned.
Tess Lawrence and Jon Adler were standing just inside the chamber at the same door Pastor Lenny passed through a few minutes before.
âDo they always look that unhappy?â Pastor Lenny asked.
âYou donât know the half of it.â
chapter 11
T hat was sweet,â Tess said. Sarcasm is sarcasm no matter how pleasantly it is said. I chose not to respond. I brushed past the two and entered the corridor that led from the council chambers to my office. To my dismay, they followed.
âSome might think the council chamber is an inappropriate place to have prayer.â It was Jon.
âDonât