this was too far-fetched to imagineâwas that maybe Sara had really convinced her father that heâd touched her.
God, it was sick to even think about, let alone actually doing something as repugnant. Him a child molester. He couldnât imagine something happening to him like this in his wildest dreams. Maybe tomorrow he would wake up and heâd find out this was nothing but a dream.
âAlex. Alex, are you okay?â Kateâs voice sounded tinny, like it was coming through a deep, dark tunnel. Kate shook him. âAlex, youâre scaring me!â
Alex gazed around the kitchen looking at all the familiar things that he and Kate had collected throughout their marriage. Now it was all a joke. A dirty, filthy joke.
Ruined.
Tainted.
âIf you donât speak up, Alex, Iâm going to have Jay give you a shot of whatever he gives to crazy horses. I thought I heard you talking when I got out of the shower.â Kate was basically sober. She still had a slight buzz, though nothing she couldnât handle.
âThat was Don on the phone,â Alex said, his words coming out like an automatonâs.
âItâs about time he called. Are the girls okay?â Kate waited for Alex to answer.
âNo.â
âGod, Alex, whatâs happened! Was it Emily? Sara?â Kate was almost screaming at him, yet he remained seated at the table. He was like a zombie in another time zone.
He stood up and went to the kitchen sink. He splashed cold water on his face, hoping its briskness would wash away all that he was feeling. He cupped his hands together and drank greedily from the faucet.
Kate had never seen Alex like this. It frightened her. âIâm going to call Don myself if you donât tell me what happened. Iâm scared, Alex.â
Kateâs words brought him out of his daze. She would be changed forever when he told her what Don accused him of. His sweet, perfect Kate. Any shred of innocence sheâd ever had, gone. He had to get himself together. For Kate. They would get through this together. He prayed she would believe him. Hell, this was Kate. Alex knew she would believe him.
âDon says theyâve had to take Sara to the hospital twice. Sheâs been having anxiety attacks since she came home.â
Kate knew why. The little monster was having a guilt attack. âIâm glad. It serves her right for what she did. Sheâs old enough to know better, Alex. I know I shouldâve told you, but you and the girls were having so much fun, I hated to put a damper on things.â
âKate, what are you talking about?â
âThe studio. There was no burglar, Alex. It was Sara. Iâve known about it all along. I waited to see if sheâd come clean while she was here, but she didnât. I was going to tell Don, but they left, and I never got a chance to. Iâve been meaning to call them since the girls left and tell Don what she did, but then I decided against it. It was over. I figured Sara would apologize when she was older. I think she knew I suspected her.â
Alex couldnât believe what heâd just heard. âYouâre telling me that Sara destroyed all of your earthenware, and you did nothing about it! Kate, why in the hell didnât you tell me? I wouldâve told Don. And then he wouldâve . . .â
âWouldâve what? Said sheâs âat that ageâ and gone about his business. Thatâs what Don wouldâve done. He sure as hell wouldnât get her the help she needs.â
âI hate to say this, Kate, but it mightâve made a big difference if youâd at least told Don. You didnât have to tell me. Now, though, this is only going to make things look worse.â
âAlex, speak in English or say something that I can understand. Youâre not making sense.â
âDon called and told me Sara told him that I had . . . touched her.â
If Alex were to have