everything so we have a record of whatâs going on. Itâs a good thing you use this spam plug-Âin, because each commenterâs IP address appears next to their comments. Iâve started a spreadsheet.â
âEven if we delete these things, stuff on the Internet is forever, right? Daltrey will see this one day, and heâllâÂâ
Isabeau put her hand on Nessaâs arm, a first. âJust hold on. Heâll know this is a lie. But in the meantime, I need you to remain calm. It doesnât help to get all freaked out.â
Nessa went through her email. Another sponsor asking for reassurance that the odd comments on her blog would be stopped.
The clothes dryer buzzed, so Nessa folded the last of the laundry and lugged the full basket upstairs. Her first stop was her own room. After sheâd unloaded her things into her closet, she went to Daltreyâs room, where she filled his dresser drawers. And then she lingered over Daltreyâs treasures atop his bookcase.
She lifted the things one by one: the Tesla Model S, the little green army man with a bazooka, the amethyst geode, the Fender guitar pick. As she grabbed it, she heard Isabeau gasp downstairs and say, âOh, my gosh.â
Nessa ran down the stairs, the pick still in her hand, and when she got to the living room, Isabeauâs expression stopped Nessa dead. The now-Âfamiliar feeling of alarm filled her stomach.
âOh, shit,â Isabeau said. âOh, this is so bad.â
âWhat?â Nessa demanded. Isabeau rose from the floor and pulled out Nessaâs desk chair in front of her desktop computer.
âGo to NessaDonati.com.â
âButâÂâ
âJust do it!â
Nessa sat, put the pick in her pocket, and typed the URL into the address bar, then watched the website materialize. The home page of the site was a fairly generic splash page with the following menu items: Show / Blog / Appearances / Game / Photos. Had Altair put this site up without her knowledge?
She looked at Isabeau, whose expression was tense and worried, her eyebrows knotted.
âYou better look,â Isabeau said.
On the Show page, it listed the times she was on the air. Under Blog, it said Coming Soon. She was beginning to think it was Altair, until she clicked on Photos.
There she found dozens of nudes: her legs spread-Âeagle, having sex in every position imaginable and some she couldnât imagine, and even grosser things. Hustler -Âgrade stuff. Of course her head had been Photoshopped onto the airbrushed bodies. She didnât look anything like that. But it was more than a little unsettling to see herself in that context.
She glanced again over her shoulder, and Isabeau met her gaze.
âThatâs not the worst of it,â she said, reaching for the mouse and clicking on Game. A headshot of Nessa appeared, filling the screen. Beneath the headshot were instructions: Use your mouse buttons to punch Nessaâs face. If you knock out a tooth, you win!
Just to see what would happen, she clicked the mouse, and fists shot out, punching the face. Each punch made her eyes swell a little more, bruising develop, blood come out of her nose, eventually knocking out a tooth. Fireworks exploded on the screen, accompanied by the words You Win! The effects were spectacularly realistic.
She scrolled further.
*New Rape Game Coming Soon!*
âThis is beyond trolling,â Isabeau said in a hushed voice. âThis is menacing. Itâs threatening. Itâs personal .â
Yes, it was. Nessa turned the pick over in her hand, and the silver BIG written on the back of it suddenly grew in her brain, filled the room and her consciousness as âDead Wrongâ blared in her mind. That song. It was by Notorious B.I.G.
BIG.
She had to do an Internet search. Alone. Now.
âIâm going to take a bath,â Nessa said, snatching up her laptop.
Isabeauâs eyes traveled from the
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