irritates my dry throat and I erupt into a coughing frenzyâwhich makes it worse.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it. Here. Drink some water.â
Someone helps tip my head up and I lean and take a sip from the cup. Sweet Jesus, itâs the best water that Iâve ever tasted.
The spasm disappears and I collapse back against a hard bed and a flat pillow.
âFeel better?â the voice asks.
I nod and start to drift back to sleep.
âMaybelline, do you think that you can wake up and answer a few questions for me?â the voice asks
Now?
âCâmon, Maybelline. I need you to wake up,â he insists. âCâmon.â
Since heâs working my last nerve, I go ahead and fight to open my eyes, but they fuckinâ weigh a goddamn ton.
âThata girl.â A blurry face is now attached to the voice. Itâs an old white man with cotton-white hair and beard. âHow are you feeling?â
âLike shit,â I croak and then remember my vow to turn over a new leaf. âI donât feel well,â I amend.
âIâm afraid that youâre going to be feeling like that for a while,â he says, flashing a small light into each of my eyes. âIâm Dr. Berg and Iâm going to be your primary doctor during your stay here at the hospital. Do you remember how you came to be here?â
I hesitate. I havenât had time to come up with a story or at the bare minimum sync my shit up with that crazy, baby-stealing bitch, Dribbles. Should I play dumb and say Alice was plum crazy and I donât know why the fuck she did what she did, or confess the truth and let the chips fall where they may? I should send that white bitch to jail.
What would Jesus do?
Thatâs a dangerous question because I donât like the answer. The truth would draw waaaay too many secrets out of the closet and have them play out on the evening newsâand whatâs the point in that?
Alice is dead.
Python is dead.
Mason is dead.
âItâs okay if you canât answer right now,â Dr. Berg reassures me. âJudging by the trauma youâve sustained, itâs not unusual to suffer some memory loss . â
A lie of omissionâI can roll with that for now.
âRest. Iâm gonna do all I can to take real good care of you.â He opens a folder. âIf youâre feeling sore, itâs because we had to pump an awful lot of nasty toxins out of your system. Somebody upstairs must be looking out for you. Itâs a miracle youâre still with us.â
I smile. You have no idea.
â But . . . you have sustained some kidney damage, though I donât think youâll need dialysis. We can probably fix it with medication. You also have two broken ribs and a dislocated shoulder.
âThe good news is that youâll survive. Weâre going to work hard to get you through this,â he reassures. âNow is there anything else that I can do for you? Are you comfortable?â
Didnât I tell him that I felt like shit?
âAll right. Save your energy.â He presses a hand against my good shoulder. âIâll be back to check on you later.â He steps away from the bed only to be replaced by a female cop. Sheâs not in a uniform, but I know a cop when I see one. My mood goes from bad to worse.
The chick stares at me, to the point that I think that sheâs waiting for my ass to say something first.
âUh, hello,â I say.
She snaps out of her trance. âHello, Mrs. Goodson. Iâm Captain Hydeya Hawkins with the Memphis Police Department. I was hoping that I could take a few minutes of your time and ask you some questionsâI need a statement from you about exactly what happened between you and your sister over the last few months?â
âI . . . I . . .â My throat spasms out and I start coughing again.
A nurse appears out of nowhere and helps me get down some more