canât justââ
âTwo weeks.â
Something happened in her eyes. Somethingâ¦accepting. Or at least, acquiescing. His hopes soared. She said, âIâll speak with your agent tomorrow.â
Bingo. He had her. âFair enough.â
And then she said, âNo sex. That would have to be understood.â
Scratch the bingo. And so much for his hopes soaring. Now, if he was hoping for anything, it was only that he hadnât heard her right. âWhy do we have to make a deal about sex? Canât you just say no on a per-incident basis? Are you that afraid that you might end up in bed with me?â
âWell, to that I would have to say, yes.â
âSo why is it a problem, then?â
âTake my word. It just is.â
âLetâs look at it logically.â
âLogically? Are you kidding?â
âYou want it. I want it. Weâre both free to want it. From each other. Whatâs wrong with that?â
âEverythingâand this is not a point up for discussion. This is, quite simply, a deal-breaker. No sex. And no tricks involving sex, or the deal is off.â
âTricks?â He put on his most reproachful expression. âB.J. You wound me. Deeply.â
âHah. I get at least eight hours a night in my own roomâalone. Understand me? Yes, I agree to be with you, right here in Podunk, U.S.A. But not for twenty-four hours a day. Iâm notâ¦sleeping in your room or anything. Are we clear?â
âSleeping in my room. Why didnât I think of that?â
âNo tricks. I mean it, Buck. Or the deal is off.â
Now he was the one turning to look out the French doors. The damn moon looked back him, giving him nothingâjust like the infuriating woman sitting behind him, straight-backed, on the bed.
Look at it this way, he thought.
Heâd come this far. Yeah, he wanted her in his bed, where he was more than reasonably certain sheâd always belonged. But then againâ¦
She was giving him the two weeks. During thattime, she would go with him wherever he decided to take her. She would be with him whenever he wanted her to beâexcept in bed.
It wasnât perfect. But it could have been a hell of a lot worse.
And who was to say she wouldnât change her mind on the issue of sex? Some rules, after all, begged to be broken.
He faced her. âAll right. Two weeks. No sex. My byline.â
She sat up even straighter and muttered curtly, âAgreed.â
Seven
A fter making her deal with Buck and finally ushering him out through the French doors to his own side of the balcony, B.J. grabbed her robe and headed down the hall to her bathroom.
A box of drug-store bath beads waited on the white wicker stand next to the tub. Just what she needed. Calgon, take me away. Please.
She sprinkled the beads liberally into the tub, turned on the water, locked the door, got undressed and sank gratefully into the hot, slippery, foaming bath.
It was fabulous. She soaked for an hour, her head pillowed on a towel, staring at the white beadboard ceiling, wondering what sheâd gotten herself into, back there in her room, with Buck.
Okay, heâd slipped under her defenses by apologizing like that. She hadnât realized how much it would mean to her, that he could say flat out, âIâm sorry,â thathe could stand there and take it while she told him exactly what she thought of what heâd done six years ago.
It meant a lot. It kind ofâ¦cleared away the old garbage between them. At least, to a point, it didâand no, that didnât mean she planned to try again with him. She did not.
Just because Buck was a better man than sheâd thought he was didnât make her a better woman. She had to remember Wyatt the weaselâand the others before him. She was the Manhattan man-eater, after all. Genetically unsuited for the male/female relationship game.
Which was why sheâd insisted on