Sheâll put you up.â
Just then, our neighbor Orlov starts singing and playing his accordion.
Be calm, our Leader, weâre standing guard.
We wonât give the enemy even a yard.
Wherever we go, the worldâs set anew.
Lifeâs getting better and happier too!
Dad sets me down, knocks on the wall, and says, âKeep it down, comrade. Itâs no time for parties.â
Orlov stops right away; that is how much everybody respects my dad. He turns to me and says, âTo bed, future Pioneer. Tomorrowâs a big day.â
5
I WAKE UP in the middle of the night, worried. Why did he say âAnything ever happens to me, go to Aunt Larisaâ? I donât understand. What could happen to him?
I watch the faint shades of the falling snow slide across the ceiling, listening to his even breathing. After a while, I feel better. Nothing could happen to my dad; Stalin needs him.
I turn to the window, where a giant statue of Stalin gleams under searchlights. The statue is made from the steel of fighter planes and stands taller than any building. You can see it from every window in Moscow.
Recently, my dad caught a gang of wreckers scheming to blow it up. Wreckers are enemies of the people and want to destroy our precious Soviet property. I canât imagine anybody who would dare to damage a monument to Comrade Stalin, but there are some bad characters out there. Obviously, theyâre always caught.
I stare at the statue and pretend it is Comrade Stalin himself, watching over Moscow from his great height. His steady eyes track a legion of shiny black dots zipping up and down the snow-white streets. The dots grow larger and larger, until they turn into shiny black automobiles made of black metal and bulletproof glass. These beautiful machines belong to our State Security. I know
because my dad has one. Night after night, Stalinâs urgent orders drive these automobiles past our house, but tonight one turns into our courtyard. I listen to the engine left running, doors slamming, and boots hurrying up the stairs. Then the doorbell rings.
This is how we know who has visitorsâwe count the rings. One for the Shulmans, two for the Ivanovs, three for the Stukachovs, four for the Kozlovs, five for us, and so on, all the way to the Lodochkins, who get twelve.
Ring, ring, ring, ring, ring.
Five. They want us.
Ring, ring, ring, ring, ring.
âDad, Dad, a car for you. On Stalinâs orders!â
Ring, ring, ring, ring, ring.
He sits up, wrapped in the sheet like a ghost, glares at me wildly, and says, âStay in bed.â
I wait till he leaves, then go after him into the kitchen. What I see in the dull glow of the room is the white sheet, taut and sweaty over his back. The front door is open; heâs leaning out, listening to someone on the other side. When he finally turns, he has a face Iâve never seen before.
âWhatâs wrong, Dad?â
Out of the darkness, three large figures in State Security uniforms stomp into the kitchen. They follow my dad past where Iâm standing and into the corridor toward our room. The last in line catches his cap against the laundry line, picks it up, swears,
and clomps after the rest. All this noise in the middle of the night, but our neighborsâ doors stay shut. Nobody looks out to complain.
When I get to the room, Dad is sitting on the floor, holding his ear. The officerâs leather belt creaks as he turns to look at me, his eyes bloodshot. âNothing to worry about, little boy,â he says in a hoarse voice. âA friendly chat, thatâs all.â
The guards pull out the drawers and dump our things on the floor. They shake loose pages out of our books. They cut up Dadâs mattress and feel inside it. They tap on the walls, listening for hidden places, and open part of the floor where the nails are loose. Soon what we have is in a pile, torn and wrecked. The only thing they donât touch is a framed
Jeffrey M. Schwartz, Sharon Begley