So enjoy your show, break a leg or
whatever, then buckle down and find a real job when it’s
over.”
Aiden stood, fists clenched at his sides. Scott was
being completely unfair and condescending. “There’s a
party closing night for the cast and crew. I was gonna ask
you to go with me. But forget it.”
“When’s closing night?”
“What do you care?”
Scott caught his wrist as he turned to leave. “When
is it?”
“Next Saturday.”
“Next Saturday I need you here.”
“What are you talking about?”
“I have something planned. Part of your training.”
“Well, I can’t miss the cast party.”
“You’ll have to.”
“No.”
Scott quirked an eyebrow. “What did you just say
to me?”
“I said no .”
Scott jerked his arm. “Do you need a reminder of
who’s in charge around here?”
“I know who’s in charge, Sir ,” Aiden spat. “But I
also know I have my own life outside of being your sub.
And the cast party is part of it.” Aiden’s heart thudded,
but he forced himself to keep his gaze locked with
Scott’s. He didn’t dare fight Scott’s grip on his wrist; Scott
would win. He simply waited.
Scott stared at him for a long moment, eyes black
with fury. Then he thrust Aiden’s arm away from him.
“Go then.” He left the room.
Aiden stared after him. Was it really that simple?
He’d surely pay for this later, but he’d gotten what he
wanted—Scott’s permission to attend the cast party.
But I didn’t need his permission. It’s my life. Isn’t it?
He lived in Scott’s house. Scott supported him.
He’d agreed that his body belonged to Scott. That he
existed to please Scott.
But that’s a game, no matter what Scott says. No matter
how hard-core it is, it’s just a scene. What’s real is my career,
my future, my friends. If Scott were my partner, not just my
dom—if he cared about me as a person instead of just caring
whether I obey him—then he’d be part of that reality too.
Aiden bit the last remaining nail on his right hand.
I could leave . The thought wasn’t new, but it came to
Aiden stronger than it ever had before. I don’t have
anywhere to go right now, but I could make something work.
Without a job, there’s nothing keeping me in this town , let alone
this house. I could move somewhere I actually want to be, find
the relationship I deserve…
Another voice, softer but more insidious, spoke:
But maybe Scott is what you deserve. If you deserved love,
you’d have it by now. If you worked hard, you’d be where you
want to be, you’d have a job, you’d be surrounded by friends.
But you’ve been lazy, a slacker, a lousy excuse for a friend.
Scott’s trying to build you up, but you’re not buildable.
He gathered his materials for rehearsal, feeling the
heaviness in his body and mind that had grown all too
familiar in the last few weeks. His stomach growled. His
head throbbed. He wished he were someone—anyone—
else.
* * * *
The day the show opened, Aiden had the house all
to himself while Scott was at work. He went over his
lines, his spirits high. Hera called to tell him to break a
leg and promised she and Sloane and Kim would all be
in the audience to cheer him on. He hung up glowing.
The performance went well, and Aiden drew loud
applause during his curtain call. The performances for
the rest of the week were solid. They had large crowds
most nights. The director said it was the theater’s best-
selling show in years. The party after closing night was a
blast. It was great to hang out with Hera again. Aiden
hadn’t seen much of her since he’d left Joe’s. There was
free wine and dessert, a live DJ, and a dance floor.
Aiden’s cast mates complimented his performance, and
he complimented theirs in return, and they told him he
absolutely had to audition for the next production.
Aiden promised he would.
Hera, Kim, and Sloane left around one, and Aiden
stayed an hour longer, until the
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