on working? Is there anything going on in sports right now?â
âWell, not really. I had other things to do.â
âLike what?â
âItâs not just about reporting.... I had research to do and other stuff. . . .â
âResearch?â
âThereâs stuff to look up and stories to find.â
âRight.â
âYou donât believe me.â
âI do! I just think you choose to work instead of getting out.â
âI like my job.â
âI donât doubt that.â He laughs. âDo you want to grab a drink?â
She is slow to respond. âWhen?â
âNow.â
âI donât know.â She sighs.
âI can meet you close to where you are.â
âDo you even know where the TV station is?â
âI have GPS.â
âI better not. Iâll see you at practice on Monday, then.â
âI thought if we met up for a quick drink, then you could get to know me better.â
âWhy would I want to do that?â
The line is quiet.
âSorry, I didnât mean it the way it sounded,â she says.
âYou know who I am, but you donât know me,â he tells her.
âI have a good idea,â she says.
âThatâs the thing,â Devin says, running his hand over his head. âYou say things on the air like you know me.â
âI do?â
âYou tell people how much I make like itâs a bad thing.â
âItâs public knowledge,â she says and pauses. âItâs a bad thing if a player doesnât perform well.â
âAre you saying Iâm not performing well?â
âLetâs agree that youâre doing better here than I thought you would.â
âAre you always this critical?â
âIâm doing my job.â
âYouâre still critical.â
âI call it the way I see it.â
âNext time, can you say something positive?â
âLike what?â
âLook, Iâm trying to win fans, not lose them.â
âIf you want my advice, show up to every corporate event and talk to me. Iâll interview you. Itâs the only way people will get to know you.â
âDo you want to get to know me?â
The line is quiet for a few seconds. Carla hums before she answers. âI do. I want to know what kind of player the Warriors acquired.â
Doesnât she want to get to know me personally?
âSet something up,â he says.
âI will.â
âOkay! Call me.â
Devin hangs up, wondering if heâll hear from Carla or not.
Chapter 5
C arla settles into her desk and turns on her computer as Timothy saunters over.
They make eye contact and he stops to talk. âGood weekend?â
She takes out her cell phone and places it on her desk, along with a pack of mints. âIt was okay. How about you?â She looks up to meet his golden brown eyes. They used to draw her in and make her feel full, completed, loved, and now those eyes are full of memories. A flashback of Timothy agreeing they should separate. It was after the second miscarriage. Carla had been devastated. Timothy hadnât comforted her the way she expected him to. After all, it was both their loss, yet he seemed to hold it together just fine, whereas Carla had to muster every ounce of energy to report the sports. She focused on work to get through the drama.
They put baby making aside so that Carla could have some time to heal. A month turned into two, two turned into four and four turned into six. During that time, in their second year of marriage, they drifted farther apart, unable to see each otherâs need to have a baby. The desire burned inside of Carla, fueling anger toward Timothy for not wanting it as much as she did. At seven months she was willing to try again, but their marriage wasnât the same. The closeness they once shared had shifted from loving to resentful. Carla tried to love him, but he