me. Make sure you give my little diva kisses every day for me.
Your Favorite Crazy Bitch
Madison
When I finished I threw the piece of paper in front of the man sitting beside me. “Now tell me what would make my goddamn sister take off in the middle of the night with all this shit going down. Seems pretty funny you fly out of here taking a ride, which ended up with you taking two to the shoulder, on the same night my sister takes off in the middle of the night. Doesn’t seem like much of a coincidence to me. Now start talking.”
“I love her man. I can’t breathe without her but I’m not worthy of her. That stubborn ass woman deserves someone better than me. I’ve tried to keep my distance but she just keeps closing in. The only way I could think of to push her away was to hurt her,” Wall said sounding defeated.
I slammed my fist to the table making my best friend jump. “What that fuck do you mean hurt her? What the fuck did you do asshole”? I could feel the rage taking over. He better start making sense or I was going to beat the fuck out of him. Shot up or not, I’m going to fuck him up if he laid a hand on my sister.
“After Doc came in to knock some sense into me for Carrin getting hurt in the middle of my outburst, I went to apologize to my sister. I met Jewels in the hallway. She offered to help me out last night so I agreed, but I still had to find Carrin first. Jewels followed me but I thought she was in the hallway when I went in to talk to my sister. At first I thought it was just because the bitch was impatient but after the shit last night I know it was just a dig at the girls in that room. Hell, it might have been a plan to keep me occupied so the others could get to the girls easier.”
“What the hell was said? Madison’s been around this club long enough to know what the club bunnies are for,” I said a little calmer than before.
“As I was talking to Carrin, Madison and Athena were watching. Jewels decides to come in the room rubbing all over me asking me to leave with her so she could ride my cock. Her words not mine. When she said it though I saw a look of pure jealousy on your sister. I’ve never seen it before because she’s the queen of hiding emotional shit. Taking the chance to push her away, I played right along with Jewels in an attempt to piss Madison off. I wasn’t trying to make her run away. I just thought that it would hurt her feelings. I want her to have the best of every fucking thing. I was only trying to show her how much of and asshole I am. I did it to get her to move on, hopefully to someone worthy of her man.”
I wasn’t exactly sure whether to ring his neck or comfort him. I know all about not feeling worthy of someone’s love. It took me too long to realize it was worth fighting for and by then she was gone. Gone without a trace for five fucking years. I don’t want my sister gone for that long nor do I want to deal with Wall while she’s gone. This next week is going to be hell as it is with her gone. Between being shot and Madison gone, Wall is going to be a total prick.
“Brother I don’t do this sappy shit and I don’t know what to tell you other than there are worse mother fuckers out there for my sister to end up with. Everyone knows you two will end up together eventually. It would be sooner rather than later if you two would just wise the fuck up and stop making it harder on each other. Grow a set of balls mother fucker and tell her how you feel. She deserves that much after you rubbing skank pussy in her face. Hell, I don’t know if she’ll even believe your ass at this point.”
“I don’t know what to say to make this shit right. That fucking woman drives me insane. She’s so fucking stubborn that she won’t listen to me anyway. Things will just go back to the way they were or I’ll just leave her alone completely. It’s what’s best for
Sophie Kinsella, Madeleine Wickham