kind spring air. Through the traffic, across the noisy boulevards and the narrow streets we went, not talking at all. We were heading back to the apartment to clean ourselves up, and inevitably to make love, before going to meet Gigi for dinner. Life was so good it almost scared me.
Almost. There was no need yet to feel the gods were about to lower the boom on my perfect life. Because of course life wasnât perfect. I had not found Vivian. Indeed, I had not come within a mile of finding herânot a single leadâand it was starting to eat me up inside. Iâd be happy if Gigi turned up even the slightest little piece of information.
Back in the safety of the little love nest on rue Christine, I took a nice nap in the afterglow of afternoon sex. Odd how afternoon dreams are the worst, but afternoon fucking is usually the best.
Around seven that evening Andre and I pulled into virtually matching outfits: black jeans and white shirts. Each checking the other out and gaining assurance that we looked really cool, we left the apartment and caught the metro at St. Michel, heading for the bistro in the Bastille where Gigi liked to eat.
The place sure had the right smell. Onion and rosemary, rabbit and scallops, sweetbreads and hundred-year-old cheese and rich red wine danced around my senses. I searched the noisy, plain room for Gigi, but he had not yet arrived. We took a table, the burner under my appetite suddenly cranked up to red alert. Andre and I were devouring olives when I caught sight of Monsieur Lacroix, the lovely Mamselle Martine in tow.
We had a sensational meal. And I bet there wasnât another foursome like us in the place: Gigi and I doing most of the talking as he reported on the people heâd asked about Aunt Vivian; Andre looking a little uncomfortable but gamely trying out his newly mastered French idioms on Gigi; and Martine, who clearly thought Gigiâs mission was preposterous, barely speaking at all but commanding and drinking wine as thoughâwell, as though she was paying for it.
âWe are fairly sure your aunt is not in the life,â Gigi pronounced.
Well, that was nice to hear. Aunt Viv, as far as Gigi could determine, was not currently a streetwalker. I stole a quick glance at Martine, who was guffawing.
Martine seemed as eager to show off her rather good English as Andre was to master colloquial French. âSo what is this story?â she said expansively, helping herself to more wine, âthe two of you are playing what? That⦠jazz? â She formed the word as if it were something gross she had come upon in the refrigerator.
âThatâs right,â I said. âWhatâs the matter? Donât you like jazz?â
She shrugged. âIt is useless. Anyone can play popular music.â
âOh really?â I said mildly. Oh really? Is that so, you charmless whore? âWhat sort of music do you admire, Martine?â
âZe blues,â she answered immediately.
Andre and I exchanged looks. I had to admit, his was more amused than mine.
âPeople are always speaking about these jazz men,â Martine said dismissively. âHow brilliant they are, how sophisticated. I say âshitâ to sophistication. The only real American music is the blues. Can you and your man with his silly little girlâs pigtails do what John Lee Hooker does? ( Jean Lee Ookheir , she pronounced it actually.) Do you have his pain? Do you have his cri de coeuri Or Lightning Hopkins (Op-keens) ? No! You can play your childish ballads all you want, but you will never make anyone feel the way Muddy Waters did. No. You have no feeling compared to them. No soul. I do not care how black you are.â
What could I do? If I got up and bitch slapped her, which was what she deserved, it was going to cause no end of trouble. Somebody might panic and call for help. Gigi might pull out of the deal and leave me right back where I started. Or, just as likely,