think other people have suffered enough for you. Itâs time to do your own suffering.â
Seven heads swiveled in her direction. Josh took advantage ofthe moment to make a run for it, dashing across the pavement, crashing off into the trees. At the same time, Natalia dove, landing hard a dozen feet away, wriggling deeper into the darkness.
âGet them both!â Sean roared, and a burst of gunshots strafed the hillside.
Then bright lights hit the men. âFederal agents! Drop your weapons!â Scuffling sounds followedâguns hitting concrete, voices snapping orders, bodies shoved to the ground, handcuffs clicking.
âSaldana, Parker, come on out,â Kramer called.
Natalia lifted her head, then eased to her feet. She slipped and slid the rest of the way down the levee, reaching the walkway at the same time Josh emerged from the trees. She took a few halting steps toward him before breaking into a run. He met her halfway, wrapping his arms around her, holding her as tightly as she clung to him.
âYouâre all right,â she whispered, pressing her face against his neck.
âYou scared ten years off my freaking life! Why did you follow us? They would have killed you!â
âFrom where I stood, it looked like they were about to kill you. â She drew back, then touched his face. âI couldnât let that happen. IâIââ Tears welled and a knot formed in her throat. She hadnât said the words since she was eight years old, and they were tough. God, much tougher than sheâd expected.
Joshâs features softened, and he brushed her hair back before placing a kiss on her forehead. âI love you, Natalia. I always have. And you donât have to say it back, because I know. Iâve always known.â
She gazed at him a moment, overawed by the simple trust and faith in his words. âI love you, Josh.â She whispered it, then said it again louder. Surer. âI love you.â
He lifted her off her feet, swung her around in a circle, then kissed her, hungry, greedy, stealing the few bits of words that escaped her lips. Loveâ¦loveâ¦I loveâ¦
Heat spread through her, sweet, chasing away chills that hadhidden inside her forever. She felt freer, younger, lighterâthe way she imagined a normal woman must feel. And hopeful. Oh, so hopeful. It was Christmas Eve. She loved Josh and he loved her back. Anything was possible.
Kramer cleared his throat. âCome on, guys, weâve got work to do here.â
Reluctantly they broke off the kiss, but Josh didnât let her go. He wrapped his arm around her waist and held her close to his side, and she held on to him, too.
âYou might want to get hold of Thomas Smith,â Josh said. âHeâs with the U.S. Attorneyâs office in Chicago. Tell him Merry Christmas. Iâm going to testify.â
Natalia looked sharply at him. She had a pretty good idea when and why heâd come to that decision, but her decision trumped his. âDonât bother. Iâve already offered the U.S. Attorney a deal that Iâll testify against the Mulroneys if they leave you alone.â
He looked stunned. âYou canât do that.â
âI can.â
âYou donât know the stuff I know.â
âI know an awful lot that you donât know.â She smiled hesitantly. âYou were only one of the semi-bad guys, remember? I was one of the bad guys.â
Kramer rubbed his temple as if his head hurt. âLook, Iâd like to get home at least long enough to deliver my kidsâ Santa gifts before they wake up tomorrow. Besides, it may be a moot point. These guys tried to murder both of you in front of a dozen federal and local authorities. Theyâre probably not going back to Chicago until theyâve been tried for tonight and for those attempted murders back in the summer. Depending on the sentences they get here, they may never get back to