neighborhood men. For whatever reason, theyâd just covered up a crime, and he still couldnât wrap his mind around what heâd witnessed at the lake. He was trying to think of a way to back out of the invitation when Lydiaâs station wagon pulled into the driveway and Heather climbed out of the passenger seat.
âGals are home,â said Hank.
âI think maybe Iâll take a rain check,â Alan said, his words ironically underscored by a grumble of thunder. âI told Heather Iâd help her with dinner tonight.â
âOh. Okay, sure.â Hank didnât seem bothered or surprised by the declination.
Heather walked soundlessly up the drive and did not look at Alan. He watched her the whole way, feeling the weight of her depression on him, suffocating him, like a physical presence.
âYou donât have to tell her what happened,â Hank said. It came out like an afterthought. âNo sense hanging a dark cloud over the neighborhood.â
Alan calmed a bit over dinner, though a needling disquiet at the base of his animal brain persisted. He had decided not to say anything to Heather about the incident after all. They plodded through dinner mostly in silence. Heather seemed content to stare at her plate. Alan could see the scars on her wrists and wondered if Lydia had questioned her about them. He considered asking her but bit his tongue at the last minute. He didnât want to talk about scars, didnât want to think about dead babies.
Maybe Hank was right. Ridiculous as it seems, maybe the kid was just stunned and knocked unconscious. Dragging him into the lake had been the equivalent of splashing cold water on someoneâs face after theyâd passed out.
He wasnât so sure he could completely convince himself â¦
âI saw a hunter yesterday morning,â Heather said. She was still staring down at her plate. âDid I tell you?â
âNo. Where?â
âIn the backyard. It was early. You were still asleep.â
âI didnât realize you could hunt back there.â
âHe just stood there. He had a gun over his shoulder. He watched the house for a long time. Then he turned and went into the trees.â
âWhat do you mean, he watched the house?â
âStaring,â Heather said. âOut in the yard. I thought maybe he could see me from the window, but Iâm sure he was too far away.â
âFor how long?â
âHow long what?â
âHow long was he standing there?â
âI donât know. A little while.â
âThatâs strange.â He frowned, turning back to his plate. âI donât like the idea of guys toting guns through our yard.â
âHe was barefoot.â
âWhat?â He looked up at her.
âNo shoes, no socks. Barefoot. And his pants were rolled up.â
No,
Alan thought,
that canât be right.
And on the heels of that:
Please, God, donât let her be cracking up again. Not here, not now. Please fix whatever is broken inside her. I donât think I can stand it if sheâs hallucinating.
Before dinner had ended, someone knocked on the front door. The sound startled him, and he nearly knocked over his glass of iced tea.
Heather peered out the nearest window. âItâs a police car.â
A hot ember sparked to life in the pit of his stomach. He thought of the police car heâd seen on two occasions acrossthe street. He stood, the chair scraping the floor. âIâll get it.â
A formidable man in his early fifties, dressed in a khaki sheriffâs uniform and a wide-brimmed hat, stood on the other side of the door. His upper lip was covered in a bristling, gingery mustache, and his eyes were small, lucid, and bright blue. Dark crescents of sweat bled from his armpits and soaked his uniform. âGood evening,â he said, nodding. âIâm looking for Alan Hammerstun.â
âThatâs
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