âYou had a dream. Now youâre awake.â
âI thought Lilithâ¦â She reared back. âI nearly staked you.â
âNo. Not even close.â
âI didnât meanâI wouldnât have meant.â She closed her eyes in an obvious effort to find some composure. When she opened them, her eyes were clearer, and very direct. âIâm very sorry, but why are you here?â
He stepped to the side, gestured. Now it was simple shock that moved over her face. âYouâ¦You made me tea and biscuits?â
âGlenna,â he corrected, surprisingly embarrassed at the very thought. âIâm just the delivery boy.â
âUm. Itâs very kind of you all the same. I didnât mean to sleep. I thought I would read after Larkin went upstairs. But Iâ¦â
âHave your tea then. Youâll likely be the better for it.â When she only nodded, made no move, he cast his eyes to the ceiling. Then he poured out a cup of tea. âLemon or cream, Your Highness?â
She tipped her head to look at him. âYouâre annoyed with me, and who could blame you for it? You brought me tea, and I tried to kill you.â
âThen donât waste my time or the bloody tea. Here.â He pushed the cup into her hands. âDrink it down. Glennaâs orders.â
Still watching him, she took a sip. âItâs very nice.â Then her lips trembled, her eyes filled.
His belly tightened. âIâll leave you with it then, and with your tears.â
âI wasnât strong enough.â The tears didnât fall, just glimmered in her eyes like rain over fog. âI couldnât help them hold the spell, I couldnât do it. So it broke away, it shattered, and it was like shards of glass ripping through us. We couldnât get any of the others, any of the others from the cages.â
He wondered if he should tell her that Lilith would only replace the ones they took. Likely twice the number in her fury.
âNow you waste your own time, blaming yourself, and feeling sorry for yourself with it. If you couldâve done more, you would have.â
âIn the dream, she said she wouldnât bother to drink me. Being the smallest, the weakest, I wouldnât be worth the trouble.â
He sat on the table facing her, helped himself to one of her biscuits. âSheâs lying.â
âHow do you know?â
âCreature of the night, remember? The smallest is very often the sweetest. A kind of appetizer, if you will. If I were still in the habit of it, Iâd bite you in a heartbeat.â
She lowered the tea cup to frown at him. âIs that, in some strange way, a kind of flattery?â
âTake it as you like.â
âWell. Thank youâ¦I suppose.â
âFinish off your tea.â He got to his feet. âAsk Glenna for something to block the dreams. Sheâs bound to have it.â
âCian,â she said as he started toward the doorway. âI am grateful. For everything.â
He only nodded and continued out. A thousand years, he thought, and he still didnât really understand humansâand women in particular.
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B lair drank Glennaâs tea, and decided sheâd stretch out for an hour with her headphones. Ideally, the music would rest her mind, give it time to clear and recharge. But it all circled around with Patty Griffinâs soulful voice.
The sea, the cliffs, the battle. That moment, when the sky darkened, of absolute certainty that sheâd come to the end. And that tiny cold seed of relief inside her that it would, finally, be over.
She didnât have a death wish, she thought. She didnât. But there was that small, secret place in her that was tired, so horribly tired of being alone, of having what she was and what she had to do dictate she would stay alone.
Alone with blood and death and endless violence.
It had cost her the love of a man
Donald Franck, Francine Franck