out later.
Halfway to the front door, a sound caused her to stop.
An old man was standing in front of the living room window, staring down at the street. He looked up and saw Randa. His face showed no sign of surprise, or any other emotion.
âItâs a long way down, isnât it?â He had a soft voice and a refined Southern accent, as smooth as old scotch. âMe, Iâd go with pills. It wouldnât hurt, it wouldnât make a mess, and it wouldnât bother anybody elseâs life.â
Wearing a charcoal-gray suit, white shirt, and maroon tie, all of which looked expensive, he was an attractive man for his age, with a full head of white hair and a neatly trimmed beard. There was a calmness in his eyes that would have been comforting under different circumstances.
âIâm sorry,â Randa said, putting the scrapbooks down. âI didnât realize anyone was here.â It sounded stupid, but she had to start somewhere.
âIâm Ryland Parker,â he said, simply. âCamâs uncle.â
Lucyâs twin brother. Now she recognized him from the photos sheâd seen, although he was much older. She had completely forgotten about him when the cops were asking about Camâs relatives. Actually, it had never dawned on her that he would still be alive.
âOh, yes. Of course. Iâm sorry, I guess the detectives wondered why I didnât tell them about you, but I didnât remember . . .â
âWell, Iâm sure Cam didnât talk about me very much. We werenât close.â
She wondered how the cops had managed to find him, but there was no polite way to ask.
âIâm an old friend of Camâs,â she said. âI was just . . .â Just what? Just sitting on the floor of his closet, sobbing?
âWhat were you planning to do with the books?â His tone wasnât accusatory, but Randa felt guilty just the same.
âOh. I thought someone in the family should have them. I guess that would be you.â She picked up the books and started to hand them to him, but he waved her off.
âNo, not me. Jack should have them.â
âWell, thatâs what I thought, Iâd try to find a way . . . Do you know where he lives?â
âYes.â
âThen I guess you could take them . . .â
He was shaking his head. âNo.â He didnât offer an explanation. He turned toward the window again, this time looking straight out, at the lights of the city.
âCam would have to have a place with a view, wouldnât he? Always looking somewhere. Looking in, looking out, looking back. Where did all that looking get him, except looking in a rather unfortunate direction when he finally decided to follow his own gaze.â
Randa suddenly remembered what Cam had said about Ryland.
âHe makes my mother look sane.â
âBut,â he went on, âhe was doing the best he could, all things considered. Like they all did.â He looked back at her. âYou have to take the books to Jack,â he said suddenly.
âMe?â
He nodded. âAnd tell him about Camâs death. Everything you know about it.â
âThatâs crazy. Why canât you tell him?â
âI doubt he would see me,â Ryland said, shaking his head.
âThen leave them at his door with a note. Iâm not going to fly three thousand miles to hand two scrapbooks to someone Iâve never met when you know him and youâll be there anyway . . . thatâs crazy.â
He was suddenly right beside her, staring intently into her eyes. âListen to me. This is not about the books. Itâs about getting through Jack Landryâs thick skull, and I canât do it.â
âWhat on earth makes you think I could?â
âIn the first place, youâre the only person left alive who might conceivably want to. And youâre a very