to his back. He lumbered across the bucking mid-deck and reached the T-handle box. He tugged the vent handle and twisted it. The valve would slowly depressurize the cabins to match external pressures.
âGet ready!â Colonel Durham ordered. âSwitching to autopilot!â
The orbiter bucked more violently and he flew up, striking his head savagely. One of the other astronauts, who had been unbuckling from his seat, struck an overhead support bar. His helmet split and the man fell limp.
He started to cross to the manâs aid, but the second astronaut waved him off. âMan your station!â
âAutopilotâs off line!â the commander screamed. âGonna have to stay on manual!â
He glanced over his shoulder at Jennifer. She was struggling out of her seat, meaning to assist with the injured crewman. But she was clearly having some trouble. She tugged at something by her left arm.
âThirty-five thousand!â the pilot announced. The shuttle continued to rock viciously. âI can handle it! I can handle it!â The pilot sounded as if he were arguing with himself, thenââJesus Christ!â
A litany of swearing erupted from Colonel Durham. âBailout!â he screamed over their comlinks. âGet your asses out of here!â
He knew they were still too high, but he obeyed the direct order. He twisted the second T-handle. The side hatch blew out. Winds exploded out of the cabin. The depressurization had not been complete. He found himself almost sucked out the hatch, only saving himself by clutching the T-handle in an iron grip.
Screams filled the com system. The shuttle rolled on its back. The floor buckled.
He caught movement out of the corner of his eye and turned to see Jennifer slide past him, belly first, her fingers scrabbling for a hold. Her parachute assembly was missing.
Oh, Godâ¦
He lunged out, snagging her hand. âHang on!â he screamed.
A huge explosion sounded from behind him. The mid-deck hatch blew out with a screech of metal. A whirlwind of flames tore into the cabin, burning all the way to the flight deck. He lost sight of the other astronauts. The fires rolled toward him and Jennifer.
âHelp!â he yelled into his communication unit. But there was no answer. The shuttle had become a plummeting rock. He began to slip.
âLet go of me!â Jennifer gasped at him, struggling to free her hand. âIâm pulling you looseââ
âGoddamn it! Hang on!â
âIâm not taking you down with me!â Jennifer reached her other hand and unlocked the metal flange that mated her suitâs glove to its sleeve.
âNo!â He clenched his hand, but he was too late. He clutched only an empty glove. Jennifer slipped beyond his grip.
As in all nightmares, he found himself unable to move. In slow motion he watched Jennifer slide away from himâ¦so slowly. He struggled to reach out to her, but his limbs refused to obey. He could only watch.
His last view was not of Jenniferâs panicked faceâ¦but of a small gold band, blazing brightly on her hand, shining with the promise of undying love as she fell away.
Deaf to his own screams, he dove after her, chased by a wall of flame. He tumbled through the hatch just as the shuttle flipped end over end. The huge wing of the orbiter sliced through the air over his head. Darkness harried the edges of his vision as he twisted and spun uncontrolled. He could not breathe.
Still, he searched as best he could for some sign of Jennifer, but the blue skies were empty. Only a flaming trail marked the path of the burning shuttle.
Tears in his eyes, he fumbled for the manual parachute release. The eighteen-inch pilot chute deployed, instantly drawing out the four-foot drogue chute, stabilizing his spinning tumble. But the small chutes did little to stop his rate of descent. They were not meant to. Not in this thin air. Later, a third chute would automatically
J. D Rawden, Patrick Griffith