her.
âI told you,â he was saying gruffly, âIâm not being railroaded, Amanda. Either we wait until Iâm ready, or we call the whole damned thing off. You donât want to? Then what the hell are you doing in Houston?â There was a pause and he cursed under his breath. âYou couldnât turn it down? Then stay there. Donât âoh, Curryâ me! I want you likehell, but not enough to let you lead me around like a broken stallion. My terms, Amanda. No ifs, buts or maybes. My terms, or nothing. All right.â He sighed roughly. âMaybe the breathing space will do us both good. Iâll see you in two weeks, and weâll talk about it. Sure. Bye.â
He hung up and stood there staring down at the phone, his hard-muscled body as taut as a stretched rope, running a restless hand through his hair. He looked as if he might explode, and Eleanor hesitated uncertainly on the bottom stair.
As if he sensed her presence, he turned, and his pale, troubled eyes looked full into hers.
âProblems?â she asked softly.
He nodded. His eyes traced her slenderness like an artistâs brush. âTake your hair down,â he said.
âIt gets in my eyes,â she faltered.
He moved close, and his lean, brownhands reached up to untie the ribbon, letting the soft waves tumble down. His fingers tangled in the softness gently, touching the warm flesh of her throat through it, his breath coming harder and heavy at her forehead.
âPlease,â she whispered shakily as his fingers contracted bringing her face up to his suddenly blazing eyes. âPlease donât use me to keep your mind off her,â she whispered.
His jaw clenched, his nostrils flared. âIs that what you think?â
âItâs what I know. Iâ¦I couldnât help overhearing.â She dropped her eyes, licking her dry lips as she fought to keep her emotional upheaval from showing. âIâm sorry youâre upset, but hurting me wonât help.â
âWould it hurt you?â he asked softly.
She didnât know what he meant, but she was afraid to ask. âShouldnât we go?â
âNorie, donât be afraid of me,â hewhispered against her temple, using the familiar nickname for the first time. âLittle Dresden china doll, I wonât hurt you again, physically or emotionally. Donât run from me.â
âIâ¦Iâm not running, I just donât wantâ¦â
âDonât want what?â he murmured, placing his lips against her closed eyelids. âLet me make love to you.â
âNo!â She pushed away with all her strength and backed against the wall like a stalked fawn, her pale green eyes enormous in her pale face.
His eyes narrowed painfully. âGod, donât look like that!â he exploded.
âYouâ¦you make me feel like something hunted,â she exclaimed. âPlease!â
He whirled with a hard sigh and a muffled curse, running his hand around his neck tightly as if there was an ache in it he couldnât ease.
âCome on, if youâre not afraid to ride with me,â he growled as he reached forhis battered work hat and started out the door.
She followed along behind him, the day ruined, afraid of him as sheâd never been. She hesitated on the bottom step as he swung into the pickup and threw the passenger door open for her.
âWell?â he shot at her.
She got in, slamming the door firmly. She couldnât look at him.
âIs it Black? Iâd just like to know.â
She shifted restlessly, staring at the dash unseeingly. âNo,â she replied.
âMy God, itâs like trying to pry a clam open,â he grumbled as he started the truck. âAll right, forget it!â he said, and accelerated out of the yard.
Seven
I n a stoic silence, Curry drove down to the twin barns where his horses were kept. His face was set, and a cigarette burned