remembered, then. He was a man now. And his dad was dead, too, as dead as his mom. And there had been somethingâ¦something that had happened.
Something that was all his fault.
Wait.
Now he remembered. He knew what heâd done. They were supposed to fly commercial. Sheâd had it all set up. But he had insisted that he would fly them.
And he had. Right into the jungle. Right into the ground.
He drank from the cup she put to his lips. It was warm, what she gave him. A warm broth. And that surprised him. They were somewhere deep in the jungle, after all, with no stove or microwave in sight. He said the word, âWarmâ¦â
She smiled at him, a smile as beautiful as thoseof any of Nanny Ellenâs angels. âI built a fire, in the clearing. Iâve managed to keep it going.â
He sipped a little more, swallowed, âHow longâ¦?â His voice trailed off. Words were hard to come by. His throat felt dust-bowl dry.
She finished for him. ââ¦.have we been here?â
At his nod, she told him, âThis is the fourth day.â
The fourth day? How could that be possible? He whispered, wonderingly, âSo much timeâ¦â
âYouâve been very sick. Drink a little more.â
He obeyed her. It felt good, the warmth, going down. He realized he was stretched across the backseat. Hadnât he been in the front before? He asked, âBackâ¦seat?â
She nodded. âI managed to get you back here the second day. You donât remember?â
âNo. Nothingâ¦â
âItâs better for you back here, without that big console between the seats.â
Outside, lightning flashed. The answering clap of thunder seemed very close. Hard rain pounded the plane.
âRescue?â he asked.
Her smile was tender. âNot yet.â
His eyes were so heavy. He wanted to stay awake, to talk to her, to find out all that had happened, to make sure she was okay, that nothing had hurt her because of his foolish need to buy big toys and then take risks with them. But his eyes would not obey the commands of his brain.
He couldnât keep them open any longer. âZoe. Thank you, Zoeâ¦â
âShh. Sleep now. Your feverâs broken and you are going to get better. Just rest. Just sleep.â
He dreamed of NoraâNora, crying. Nora begging him to understand.
âPlease, Dax. I know when we got married I said I was willing to wait. But Iâm pregnant now and we are going to have to make the best of it.â
âLiar,â he said to her, low and deadly. He said all the rotten things, the cruel things he had said all those years ago. He accused her. Heâd always known how much she wanted a baby. And he didnât believe in accidents.
âIâm so sorry.â The words were a plea for his acceptance, his forgiveness. She swore to him that it had been an accident, her big brown eyes flooded with guilty tears, her soft red mouth trembling.
He wasnât ready. He didnât know if he would ever be ready.
But he knew it wasnât right, to be so cruel to her. He was going to be a father. He needed to start learning to accept that.
So in the end, he reached for her, he wrapped his arms around her and held her close. He comforted her. He dried her tears. He said it would be all right.
âAll right, Nora. Weâll work it out. Itâs all rightâ¦.â
A cool cloth bathed his face, his neck. âShh, now. Shhâ¦â
He opened his eyes, half expecting to see his ex-wife gazing down at him. But it wasnât Nora. âZoe.â
âI was just going to check your bandage.â
âIs itâ¦?â He reached up to touch his forehead.
She caught his hand, guided it back down. âItâs fine. Healing well.â
He blinked away the last of the dream about Nora. âWhat day?â
âItâs Friday.â
âThe fifth dayâ¦â
âYep.â
âNo rescue