when Tony found you!â
Kev couldnât deny it, but he couldnât agree, either. âI need to know where I came from,â he said.
âWhy?â Bruno yelled. âWhat would it help? Whatâll it prove?â
Bruno was right. There was no reason to think knowing his past would make the quality of his life better. And there were many reasons to think that it might make it worse. But curiosity was driving him bonkers. Heâd always wanted to know where he came from, but since the waterfall, that want was fueled by raw emotion, like burning rocket fuel. If the truth should prove to suck ass, he still had to know it.
But Bruno was on a roll. âWhatâs wrong with the life youâve got? Youâve got plenty of money, or would if youâd stop throwing it at the widows and the orphans. Youâve got me and Tony and Rosa for family. What are we, chopped liver? Too lowbrow for you?â
âDonât be stupid. It has nothing to do with you, Rosa, and Tony.â
âWeâre just not enough,â Bruno raged on. âYouâre fixated on that hole inside your head, instead of the life youâve built. Ever thought that whatâs in that hole might be a big disappointment to you? You were in shit-poor shape when Tony got you. Whoever your people were, they didnât stand by you! They left you to die! Fuck them!â
Kev gazed at the younger man. âI wonât blow you off. Even if I find my former family. Youâll always be my brother. No matter what.â
Bruno looked embarrassed. âItâs not about that.â
Kev just looked at him.
âOh, shut up,â Bruno snarled. âJust shut the fuck up.â
âI didnât say anything,â Kev said.
âYou didnât have to. It was the look on your face. Come on. Eat this.â He slapped a plate with a fried egg on a roll, bacon draped over it.
Kev swallowed back the clutch of nausea. No way to let Bruno down gently. He shook his head. âIâll take coffee,â he offered.
Bruno muttered something foul in Calabrese, and spun the loaded plate in the direction of the sink like a Frisbee. The crash of breaking crockery made Kev jerk, covering his ears. Jesus. That hurt.
He took off his coat and poured coffee, ignoring the anger radiating from the broad back of his adopted brother. He tried not to limp as he crossed the room. Any show of weakness set Bruno off.
He sat at his worktable and turned the computer on.
âDonât jerk off with that while Iâm talking to you,â Bruno growled.
âIâm not jerking off,â Kev said mildly. âAnd if you do, Iâll talk back.â
âWith only half your brain? That irritates the shit out of me.â
Kev clicked his browser. âHalf a brainâs all Iâve ever had.â
âHah. You could solve complicated higher math problems while simultaneously operating a nuclear missile launcher, analyzing weather patterns, and shaving a poodle. But normal folk call that bad manners.â
Kev tried not to smile. âThatâs funny, coming from a guy who just picked all my locks. Get out, Bruno. Iâm working.â
Bruno grabbed a chair and straddled it. âIâll leave when you eat.â
Kev sighed. âItâll be hours,â he explained. âMy stomachâs fucked up. No digestive fluids. Iâm not being difficult. Itâs a timing thing.â
âSo Iâll wait til youâre better,â Bruno said.
Kev rubbed his throbbing forehead. âThanks for caring, but no. I love you, man, but Iâm busy now. Fuck off.â
âMake me,â Bruno said.
Kev exhaled slowly, dismayed. Heâd managed this badly, out of exhaustion. Now there would be no getting rid of him without a fight.
He looked at the challenge in the younger manâs eyes, the set of his jaw. He looked like Tony, with that expression. Scary thought.
Kev had taught Bruno