am your department head. Youâre supposed to go through mewhen you have questions about administration, not to the director.â
âMorrison, do me a favor,â said Charles, âget the hell out of my lab.â
Morrisonâs small eyes became suffused with a pale crimson. Minute beads of perspiration sprung up on his forehead as he spoke: âAll I can say is that if it werenât for our current emergency, Charles, Iâd see that you were thrown out of the Weinburger today. Lucky for you we canât afford another scandal. But youâd better shine on this Canceran project if you have any intentions of staying on staff here.â
Without waiting for a response, Morrison stalked out of the lab. Charles was left with the low hum of the refrigerator compressors and the ticks of the automatic radioactivity counter. These were familiar sounds and they had a soothing effect on Charles. Maybe, he thought, the Canceran affair wouldnât be too bad; maybe he could do the study quickly, provided the experimental protocol was decent; maybe Ellen was right and they could do both projects by working some nights.
Suddenly the phone began to ring. He debated answering, hearing it ring three times, then four. On the fifth ring he picked it up.
âHello,â said the caller. âThis is Mrs. Crane from the bursarâs office at Northeastern University.â
âYes,â said Charles. It took him a moment to associate the school with Chuck.
âSorry to bother you,â said Mrs. Crane. âBut your son gave us the number. It seems that the $1650 semester tuition is way overdue.â
Charles toyed with a small tin of paper clips, wondering what to say. Not being able to pay bills was a new experience.
âMr. Martel, are you there?â
âDr. Martel,â said Charles, although as soon as he made the correction he felt foolish.
âExcuse me, Dr. Martel,â said Mrs. Crane, genuinely compunctious. âCan we expect the money in the near future?â
âOf course,â said Charles. âIâll have a check on its way. Iâm sorry for the oversight.â
Charles hung up. He knew that heâd have to get a loan immediately. He hoped to hell that Chuck was doing reasonably well and that he wouldnât major in psychology. He picked up the phone again, but didnât dial. He decided it would save time if he went directly to the bank; besides, he felt like he could use some fresh air and a little time away from the Morrisons and Ibanezes of the world.
FOUR
F lipping the pages of an old issue of Time magazine, Cathryn wrestled with a resurgence of anxiety. At first Dr. Wileyâs waiting room had been a sanctuary from the horrors of the rest of the hospital, but as time passed uncertainty and foreboding began to reassert themselves. Glancing at her watch she saw that Michelle had been back in the examining area for over an hour. Something must be wrong!
She began to fidget, crossing and uncrossing her legs, checking her watch repeatedly. To her discomfort there was no conversation in the room and almost no movement except for the hands of a woman who was knitting and the erratic gestures of two toddlers playing with blocks. All at once Cathryn realized what was bothering her. Everything was too flat, without emotion. It was like a two-dimensional picture of a three-dimensional scene.
She stood up, unable to sit still for another moment. âExcuse me,â she said walking over to the nurse. âMy little girl, Michelle Martel. Do you have any idea how much longer sheâll be?â
âThe doctor hasnât told us,â said the nurse politely. She satwith her back painfully straight so that her substantial buttocks protruded out the back of her chair.
âSheâs been in there for a long time,â said Cathryn, searching for some reassurance.
âDr. Wiley is very complete. Iâm sure sheâll be out