First Impressions by Nora Roberts

don’t . . .” Shane had to clear her throat to manage more than a whisper. “I don’t want you to be sorry.”
    Vance studied her steadily for a moment. “It would be better all around if you did.” Reaching in his back pocket, he drew out a list. “Here are the materials you’ll need. Let me know when they’re delivered.”
    â€œAll right.” Shane accepted the list. When he started to walk away, she drew up all of her courage. “Vance . . .” He paused and turned back to her. “I’m not sorry,” she told him quietly.
    He didn’t answer, but walked around the side of the house and disappeared.

Chapter 5
    Shane decided she had worked harder over the previous three days than she had ever worked in her life. The spare bedroom and dining room were loaded with packing boxes, labeled and listed and sealed. The house had been scrubbed and swept and dusted from top to bottom. She had pored through catalogs on antiques until the words ran together. Every item she owned was listed systematically. The dating and pricing was more grueling for her than the manual work and often kept her up until the early hours of the morning. She would be up to start again the moment the sunlight woke her. Yet her energy never flagged. With each step of progress she made, the excitement grew, pushing her to make more.
    As the time passed, she became more convinced, and more confident, that what she was doing was right. It
felt
right. She needed to find her own way—the sacrifices and the financial risk were necessary. She didn’t intend to fail.
    For her, the shop would be not only a business but an adventure. Though Shane was impatient for the adventure to begin, as always, the planning and anticipation were just as stimulating to her. She had contracted with a roofer and a plumber, and had chosen her paints and stains. Just that afternoon, in a torrent of rain, the materials she had ordered from Vance’s list had been delivered. The mundane, practical occurrence had given her a thrill of accomplishment. Somehow, the lumber, nails and bolts had been tangible evidence that she was on her way. Shane told herself that Antietam Antiques and Museum would become a reality when the first board was set in place.
    Excited, she had phoned Vance, and if he were true to his word, he would begin work the next morning.
    Over a solitary cup of cocoa in the kitchen, Shane listened to the constant drumming rain and thought of him. He had been brief and businesslike on the phone. She hadn’t been offended. She had come to realize that moodiness was part of his character. This made him only more attractive.
    The windows were dark as she stared out, with a ghostly reflection of the kitchen light on the wet panes. She thought idly about starting a fire to chase away the damp chill, but she had little inclination to move. Instead, she rubbed the bottom of one bare foot over the top of the other and decided it was too bad her socks were all the way upstairs.
    Sluggishly, a drip fell from the ceiling into a pot on the floor. It gave a surprising ping now and again. There were several other pots set at strategic places throughout the house. Shane didn’t mind the rain or the isolation. The sensation of true loneliness was almost foreign to her. Content with her own company, the activity of her own mind, she craved no companionship at that moment, nor would she have shunned it. Yet she thought of Vance, wondering if he sat watching the rain through a darkened window.
    Yes, she admitted, she was very much attracted to him. And it was more than a physical response when he held her, when he kissed her in that sudden, terrifyingly exciting way. Just being in his presence was stimulating—sensing the storm beneath the calm. There was an amazing drive in him. The drive of a man uncomfortable, even impatient, with idleness. The lack of a job, she thought with a sympathetic