fathered him.
CHAPTER EIGHT
I T WAS HOT AS HELL OUTSIDE by noon on Sunday. But Jay changed into a pair of jeans without complaint. The white T-shirtâthe kind most men wore under dress shirtsâand black leather vest followed. Not usual work attire, but then not much about Jayâs life had ever been normal.
He spotted Ellenâs Ford Escape the second she pulled into the parking lot five minutes before their appointed meeting time. Heâd already been waiting fifteen minutes. He wasnât giving her the chance to claim sheâd shown up and he hadnât been there. Nor did he want to take the chance that sheâd get scared and take off if she had to wait on him. He didnât want her to talk herself out of the advisability of his brand of healing.
He would be fine having her talk herself out of this if she was able to get healing elsewhere. But Shawna had led him to believe that he could be Ellenâs last hope.
Sitting on his bike, he waited for her to park and approach.
She wore jeans and a T-shirt, too.
âI was kind of hoping you werenât going to show.â
âI had a hunch. This is for you,â he said, staying seated while he handed her the helmet heâd pulled from his trunk.
âYou donât have one.â
âI ride at my own risk. You donât.â
Taking the helmet, she studied it for a second and then put it on, working the strap latch. With anyone else, heâd have offered to help.
âReady?â he asked as soon as sheâd secured her head gear. He didnât want to risk saying something that spooked herâor give her any excuses to end the session.
Ellen nodded, but she was frowning.
âYouâre going to have to come closer if you intend to ride on the same bike Iâm on,â he said. âIâve got it steady. Put your foot hereââ he pointed ââand hop on.â
It took almost a full minute, but she managed to mount without coming into contact with his body.
âPush the button on the side of your helmet,â he told her, turning his head so she could hear him. At the same time, he secured the wireless headset heâd also pulled out of his trunk.
âCan you hear me now?â
âYes.â
He heard her clearly.
âAnytime you need anythingâto stop, turn around, anythingâyou let me know. Thereâs a mic in your chin piece. If you start to get upset, say so.â
âOkay.â
He gave her some brief instructions about moving with him, leaning and not leaning, general principals of keeping the bike balanced.
âWhere do I put my hands?â
âOn me,â he said, staring straight ahead. âThatâs the point of this exercise.â
âI know that. Where on you?â It sounded as though she was gritting her teeth.
âYour choice. Youâre the boss. For this exercise, my body represents your safety. It is fully at your disposalâlike a tornado shelter in a storm or a fort during battle. Trust it.â
âWhat about you?â
âWhat about me?â
âWho keeps you safe? I could do something nuts. Like panic and grab at you andââ
âEllen. Itâs a bike ride. And youâre a normal, rational woman seeking treatment for an ailment. If you start to panic, youâll let me know and weâll pull over.â
âYou didnât answer my question. Who keeps you safe?â
If it took ten tries on ten different days, he wasnât giving up. âYou do.â
âYouâre that certain Iâm going to be okay? Youâre willing to risk your life with me back here?â
âYes.â
âOkay then. Letâs go before someone sees me and we end up with a caravan behind us.â
Her touch wasnât much, a light resting of her fingers on the top of his shoulders. As soon as he felt it, he started the bike and put it in gear.
Theyâd been riding about ten minutes