wasnât like him at all. Instead of getting back into the swing of things, it seemed the older man was sinking deeper into depression.
âNah. You go ahead.â
âWhatâre you doing?â Colin asked.
George shook his head.
âDid you go over the payroll?â
âNot yet.â
âCan you take care of that for me?â Colin asked. âIâm running a little behind.â
George shrugged. âYeah, sure. Iâll get to it.â
âSo, what do you think of Noelle?â Colin came to stand beside George while he munched on his sandwich.
âHmm?â
âNoelle. What did you think of her?â
âReminds me of her grandmother. Seems nice. Good to have the camp opened again. Mackenzie used to work there, you know. Part-time some summers when he was in college. I never understood it. He had enough work to do around here. But he liked teaching the kids. Especially Noelle. I remembered when he taught her to ride. She was afraid of the horses at first. She wasnât accustomed to being around them in California. Mackenzie thought since her family was from here, she should know. He was really patient. They would ride for hours. For some reason, he was taken by that girl.â George shook his head. âDonât know why he took such a liking to her. And she followed him around like a little puppy.â George sighed. âHer grandparents were my very good friends, as close as your grandfather. Seems like everybodyâs dying off. I just wish Mackenzieâd had children. He was good with them. Wonder why they neverâ¦â George sighed again. âIâll work on the paperwork later.â
âOkay, George. Why donât you have some lunch?â The older man had lost so much weight in the last few months, he was melting away. âGeorge?â
âYeah?â
âHave you given thought to maybe attending a grief-support group or seeing someone who could, you know, help you get through this?â
He continued to gaze out the window. âWill it bring Mackenzie back?â
âNo, butââ
âThen Iâm not wasting my time.â
âIt could make the pain more bearable.â
He offered a sad smile. âNothing can do that, son. All my friends are gone. And now my son. Itâs justâ¦â He walked off.
Colin didnât realize Leila had witnessed the exchange until he heard her sniffle. She wiped the tears from her eyes with her apron.
âLord, that poor man has suffered so,â she said.
âI donât know what to do, Ms. Leila. I wish I could do something, anything.â
âNothing you can do, child. Time will heal.â
âItâs like heâs given up on life. I have to help him find a reason to go on. And the farm isnât enough any longer.â
âLord, child, we work our fingers to the bone to make things better for our children.â
âEven though Dr. Mackenzie didnât work at the farm.â
âIn a sense he did. As a vet, he loved to care for animals. If heâd had children, one of them might have taken after George.â She dabbed at her eyes and sighed. âWell, itâs too late for that now. He was right about that gal. Dr. Mackenzie doted on her. Of all the children at the camp, she was the one he spent most of his time with. Used to let her stay in his office when she was a little one, talk to her about the animals. He was so patient with her. As patient as he was with his animals.â She blew her nose in the tissue. âLord knows, he was something with those animals. And they knew he was special. It was like he reserved all his patience for them. Did you give her the food?â
âYes, I did, and she sends her thanks.â
âShe always liked clam chowder, even when she was a little thing. And that brother of hers is at an age that heâll eat enough for four people.â
Colin chuckled.
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