He laughed. “Are you okay?”
“Yes.” I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to ignore his warm skin that was so close to my lips I could taste it.
“Did you need something?” His voice was deep and smooth, and I looked up to see him smiling.
You.
“Butter.” The familiar tug twisted in my abdomen, and I let out a shuttered breath.
He smoothed a lock of hair away from my face before turning toward the fridge. “Syrup?”
“Yes, please,” I muttered, then grabbed my coffee and took a long sip. Only a week ago I planned to spend the rest of my life with another man. But sitting there in that kitchen, a plate full of Bisquick pancakes in front of me, I realized the last three years had been a total lie. My heart had never been Kevin’s. It couldn’t have been. It lived over a hundred miles away—here with Jake.
When he returned to the table a minute later, he wore a pair of black-rimmed glasses that made him look like Clark Kent. A very sexy, half naked Clark Kent.
“Nice glasses,” I said, unable to contain my grin as I sliced a pat of butter and spread it over my pancakes.
“Thanks.” His brows furrowed, but a smile lingered at the corner of his lips. “They’re for reading.”
“You need glasses for reading now?” I raised my brows in that teasing way that told him he was getting old. The one thing I held over him and used whenever possible as payback for all the times he and Dave called me a baby.
“I know.” He scratched his head. “I’m almost thirty, how’d that happen?”
I smiled, then stood and grabbed the coffee pot to refill my mug. “So what’s this party thing Grace was talking about last night?”
“I don’t know. Something she’s been planning for a while.” He shrugged.
“Here? At the house?”
“Yeah…”
“Oh.” I frowned. It wasn’t like him to have big parties. In fact, he hated them… Sorrow gathered in my chest, and I poured syrup on top of my pancakes. So much had changed since I’d been gone.
By twelve o’clock I had most of my clothes unpacked, my laundry sorted, and a doctor appointment scheduled for Monday afternoon. Jake was in the living room watching a Dodger game, and I could periodically hear him yelling at the screen. Just like the old days. Before one perfect kiss tore us apart.
I gathered a load of laundry from the floor, stopped to add the purple bikini to the load, then headed out to the garage. As I passed him on the couch, the sound of Kevin’s unmistakable voice filled my ears. Adrenaline pumped through my veins, and I whipped around, scanning the room for his face. My body stiffened, and my eyes locked on the television.
A wildfire blazed on the screen, and Kevin’s smooth voice reported the devastation. My hands dropped, and the laundry slid from my arms to a pile on the floor. There he was, that gorgeous face that used to make me swoon, now projected on the sixty-inch television screen.
“Katie?”
I barely heard Jake’s voice as I wrapped my arms around my stomach. This wasn’t the first time Kevin had been on TV, but it was scarce enough that I wasn’t expecting it.
“I found condoms in his pocket once—I’d already been on the pill for over a year.” I laughed a little, a hollow laugh with no humor. “I actually believed him when he said he’d forgotten to take them out.”
I felt Jake move behind me but didn’t turn around. “Then someone left a note in my inbox, warning me that he hadn’t been faithful—that’s when I knew.” I turned to face him. “There were three of them that I know of, but probably more.” I closed my eyes, not sure why I was telling him all this, but in that moment, it was important to me.
He tried to speak, but I shook my head, needing to finish. “People in the office actually covered for him. One of the women was even supposed to be my friend.” My throat constricted, and I had to swallow before I spoke
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