baby looked at him. Thatâs all it took. That one little wide-eyed look captivated him. He seemed so small. So tiny. And Seth felt such a strong need to protect him. To keep this one little scrap of humanity away from harm.
âWhatâs his name?â His own voice sounded alien to his ears. Husky with pent-up emotion.
âJameson Alexander Martin, III. After his father, not his grandfather,â she added quickly.
âJameson Alexander Martin, III.â He laughed. âThatâs quite a mouthful for a little guy.â
âIâm going to call him Jamie.â
âJamie Martin. I like that.â He studied the baby, and he could almost imagine Jamie was his. That he and Allie had been through the last grueling hours together, and were now here with their babies. But the moment passed, and Seth knew that fantasy was over. He wouldnât need to recall it. Heâd experienced it with Laura. He should have thanked her for sharing the experience with him. It was more surprising and more intense than heâd ever imagined.
He felt a pang of guilt. This should have been something heâd shared with Allie. He pushed away the thought and concentrated on what was. The baby in his arms was here and real, and heâd had a part inthatâa small part. Reluctantly, he handed Jamie back to his mother. âI should go now and let the two of you get some rest.â
âSeth, you do realize itâs Wednesday?â Laura sounded worried.
âYes.â
ââWednesdayâs child is full of woe.â Thatâs how that old poem goes. Heâs already lost his dad. Thatâs more than enough woe for any baby, donât you think?â Tears filled her eyes.
âIâm not Jay, Laura. Iâd never try to be him. But Iâm here for Jamie. Not just now, tonight. Long-term. He can count on me. And before you ask, this has nothing to do with the chief, or anything else. This has to do with this little boy. I was here for his birth, and I choose to believe Iâm meant to be a part of his life. So, he wonât know woe. Heâll know the safety and security of a mother who loves him and aââ he paused, fighting for the right word ââa friend who will always be here for him.â
She sniffled. âThanks. It must be the hormones. As much as pregnancy sends them out of whack, giving birth is worse.â
âHormones and exhaustion. That was some of the hardest work Iâve ever seen anyone go through. You need sleep. Iâll be back tomorrow, or rather, later today.â
âThank you again for everything. Of course, this will teach you to be a nice guy.â
âPardon?â
She tucked the babyâs blanket around a foot that had escaped. âI mean you stopped in to drop off some booksand tell me about your research, like the nice guy you are, and look what happened.â
âI got lucky. Thank you for sharing this with me.â He leaned down and kissed her cheek. âNow, get some rest. Iâll check in on you both later.â
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S ETH HAD NEVER BEEN so tired and yet so exhilarated in his life.
He paused, considering whether or not he should do it. âHello?â
Seth recognized his motherâs voice. âHi, Mom.â
âSeth?â His mother sounded surprised, and tentative.
âItâs me.â
âIs something wrong?â
He hated to admit it, but even if he had a problem, he wouldnât call home. He hadnât called to chat since he graduated from high school and married Allie. Heâd never cut them totally off. He saw them, but he kept them at armâs length.
âNo, nothing. Iâ¦â He paused, searching for an excuse. âI wanted to see if Cessy was home. When she came over the other day, she asked if I wanted to go help her buy some new skis and Iâm off next Saturday.â
âOh. Seth, sheâs sleeping.â
He glanced at the