one âha.â And his laugh is like a shot. It rings into the living room and startles the dog from his nap on the floor. The cat, slinking by, takes off like her tail is on fire. Trish shivers.
The phone rings.
She doesnât move to answer it.
âArenât you going to get that?â
âNo.â
âBut ââ the man stops talking and looks at her, curiously.
The answering machine kicks in. âTrish? Hi, itâs Mary, from the school. Your Christmas wreaths are in. Give me a call and we can arrange a time to pick them up. Or Rachel can bring them home. If she can carry them. Iâd give them to Charlie but, well, you know how he is. Anyway, call me when you get a chance. Itâs Mary.â
âBeep,â the man says. He says it in time with the beep on the machine.
Trish almost expected him to do that.
âAt least Iâm not the only one you ignore.â He laughs again. That bark. âHa.â Trish, her pets, they all jump slightly and then settle themselves quickly.
Thatâs when Trish looks down at the pamphlet. Thatâs when she sees what she has in front of her, what sheâs holding in her hands. And she almost drops it. She gasps.
âGet out of my house.â Standing now. The man looks up at Trish and smiles. Trish can feel her heart beat in her neck.
âSeriously, you really have to stop being so difficult. People will turn from you. People will turn their backs on you and walk away. These boots,â he says, pointing to his shiny shoes, âare made for walking.â
Trish moves fast towards the kitchen, meaning to pick up the phone. She waves his pamphlet in the air. Furious. âI will call the police. I really will.â
âBut think of the children. Laugh, laugh.â
âGet out.â
Her dog barks. Once. A squirrel outside.
The man stands from the sofa and follows Trish into the kitchen. His shiny shoes tap-tapping on her floor.
âI thought you meant my children. And then I thought you meant children in general. Like poor children or sad children or starving children or children who donât get Christmas.â
âI meant all those things. Children.â
âWhat do you mean?â Trishâs hand is on the phone. âWhat do you mean?â Shrill now. âThis,â she throws the pamphlet down on the floor as if it has burned her, âthis is disgusting.â
The man bends to pick up the pamphlet. âSigh,â he says again. And he begins to cry. Little tears squeeze out from the corners of his eyes. Heâs working hard at it.
âYouâre crazy. Iâm calling the police. Iâm phoning 9 - 1 - 1 .â
He turns and begins to walk quickly out of Trishâs house. Down the hall, past the dog, past the cat rolling on the floor, digging her claws in the hall carpet, and out the front door.
âWait. You canât leave.â Trishâs hand is on the phone. Her heart in her throat. âYou canât pretend this doesnât exist.â
âYou never think about the children,â he says. He turns and says this to her. âBang,â he says, as the door slams shuts behind him. âClip clop,â he says as he starts down the wooden steps. âWhoosh,â he shouts as he starts to run up the street. Trish is on the front porch now, watching him rush away. A little bald man who looks like a monk in a brown suit. She doesnât even have one of his pamphlets anymore. He took it with him. If she phones the police she has no proof he even exists. Now Trish understands Tomâs dilemma about the scar-faced man, his hesitancy to call the police. Tom didnât have anything to go on but the manâs horrific face. And the fact that the man spent all day raking his leaves for free. That wouldnât have impressed the police. But Tom didnât see what Trish has seen. There were things in that pamphlet, in the second it took Trish to