gorgeousâwhat else?âbut in a fierce, self-possessed way. Though she looked only about nineteen or twenty, something about her seemed much older. She wore a sort of catsuit in an austere navy color, instead of the gray Acari tunic. I knew without asking that I was looking at the uniform of an Initiate.
âAmanda.â The warmth in Ronanâs voice made me do a double take. A spurt of irrational jealousy made my belly lurch, and I swallowed it down.
âRonan,â she replied with humor in her voice. She turned her attention to me, studying me with a speculative tilt to her head. âThis one of yours, then?â She spoke in a thick Cockney accent.
I couldnât take my eyes off her. Dreadlocks twined to her shoulders, but not in a Rasta way. It was more at tastefully bohemian, like a latter-day Lauryn Hill.
âAye, one of mine,â Ronan said. âThere are just two this time. I . . . lost one. During the Induction.â
âLet me guess. This would be Annelise. Though you prefer Drew, donât you?â
I could only nod lamely, totally awed. Above and beyond her clothes and her hair, there was something in Amandaâs bearing that set her apart. Like sheâd been tested and proven worthy. I saw it in her stature, in the steel of her dark eyes, and in the taut lines of her body visible beneath her clothing.
Lilac appeared from nowhere, shouldering past me. âHope you survive the night, Charity.â
Her pack knocked me and I stumbled. I heard her trilling laugh, feeling my cheeks burn deep crimson.
Amanda chuckled, a rich, throaty sound. âDonât mind her, dolly. Thereâs a slag like that in every batch.â
A laugh escaped me, like an awkward, relieved puff of air. Was this Proctor someone I could trust? I forced myself to remember I could trust no one. Least of all one of the Initiates the headmaster warned us about.
But Ronan seemed to like her. And, not too long ago, sheâd have been just like meâa clueless girl in one of those SUVs. I remained on guard, but let myself be cautiously optimistic.
We watched Lilac prowl around the other girls like a lioness hunting for fresh meat.
âWhoâs she?â Amanda asked.
âLilac.â I rolled my eyes to show how ridiculous Iâd thought that name sounded.
âVon Straubing?â The Proctorâs face was suddenly veiled. Even though this woman was a veritable stranger, I knew enough about body language to tell something was up.
âWhat?â I demanded. I could tell she was wary of telling me something. âWhat is it?â
âSorry, dolly. Iâm afraid Lilacâs your roommate.â
CHAPTER TEN
C racking the door, I braced myself. It wasnât every day a girl got to bunk with her archenemy. If I hadnât already decided to get the hell out at the first opportunity, the privilege of rooming with Lilac for the next year wouldâve been enough to drive me to swim to the mainland. And that from a girl who didnât know how.
I pushed it open a bit more and shut my eyes in horror at the hideous creaking sound it made. Note to self: Thereâll be no sneaking in and out of this room. On a sharp exhale, I shoved it open all the way.
All my caution was for naught. Lilac hadnât even been there yet.
I stepped in and looked around at what I imagined resembled your average military-school dorm roomâif you were in the Bavarian army. While regular kids in regular schools had things like Target bedspreads and Twilight posters, weâd been issued a bed on a simple, unpainted iron frame, a dresser that looked like it belonged in a monkâs cell, and a desk that Iâd wager had been haphazardly hewn from a giant oak by someone short on time. A pile of blue-gray woolen blankets were folded atop white sheets. I didnât need to feel either to know how coarse they were.
I shrugged. At least we didnât have to suffer bunk beds.
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