fully about Shades or that this boy was made of stern-enough stuff.
And maybeâshe thought, staring at his rippled features againâhe had to be.
âYouâre fair,â he said quietly.
âFair?â She wasnât sure what he was driving at.
âDid you know that, long ago, âfairâ meant both âbeautifulâ and âjustâ? Isnât that nice, the thought that justice and beauty were once twins?â
âYouâre an odd sort of gangster, to be concerned with justice and words.â
âYouâre an odd sort of anything. But, I hope, youâre also fair.â A hand pulled a deck of cards from his suit pocket. âPlay me for the gun.â
The corner of Zephyrâs mouth twitched. How strange it was, to have flesh, and for it to explain her emotions to her.
Amused. She was amused. âWhat game?â
âMy favorite. Black Jack. Know it?â
As if they didnât play cards in her world!
Though she wasnât quite sure if he knew about her world, even if he knew about Shadesâunusual enough. The memory of them was supposed to have been obliterated in the Alter after the Great Chicago Fire, which is what humans called the genocide of her people.
âWhoever gets closest to twenty-one wins,â Zephyr said sharply. His expression nettled her. It was patient, ready for anything she might say. That made her impatient, and ready for nothing. âFace cards are worth ten. Aces are one or eleven, playerâs choice. Twos are worth two, threes are worth threeâ¦â
âAnd donât go over twenty-one, girl, or youâll lose.â
Her body decided before her mind did. Zephyr took the cards. After the barest of pauses, during which she wondered what she was doing, and how the evening had taken the shape of this alleyway, this boy, these red-backed cards, Zephyr began inspecting them for folded edges, pinpricks, the signs of a marked deck.
âItâs clean,â he said.
She snorted, and kept shuffling.
âWhat does it feel like?â he said abruptly. âTo go from nothing at all to that ?â He waved a hand at her entire body.
It sounded less like a question and more like flirtation. It sounded like he needed to be reminded of some basic boundaries, such as the kind between predator and prey. âAnd how did it feel, to go from what you were to that ?â She pointed at his face.
He blinked. That small movement sent a dart of feeling into Zephyr. It took a moment for her to recognize it as guilt. She folded her arms defensively, and a card from the deck in one hand fell to the pavement. âWell,â she said, âIâm sure a criminal can do a million things to deserve whatever happened to you.â
He bent to retrieve the card. âIâm not sure,â he said slowly, straightening, brushing the dirt from the two of diamonds. âIâm not sure what a ten-year-old kid can do to deserve getting his face held flat against a hot stove.â
Zephyr took the card from him. She slipped it back into the pack, and was silent. Then she said, âWhen I step into my body, it feels like water before it hardens into ice. Like silk before itâs stretched and stitched onto a wire frame and called a lampshade.â
âSilk and ice,â he said, running the words together so that they sounded like silken ice . âThatâs you, all right.â
She packed the deck tight and hard into his outstretched hand. âDeal, guttersnipe.â
He cut the deck, arced the cards between his fingers. âJoe,â he said. âMy nameâs Joe.â He tossed a three of clubs face up at her sharp-toed shoes.
âAgain,â she said.
Another card: the six of hearts.
âAgain.â
His hands didnât move. âThe polite thing,â he said, âwould be to tell me your name.â
âAgain,â she snarled.
He shifted his weight, lifted his