at the urn.
âWhat is it?â asked Coco. âWhatâs inside?â
Vic pulled out his handkerchief, wiped his mouth. âMy dad.â
It wasnât a whisper, but it might as well havebeen.
THREE
OUR PAST TENSES
(or, The Inevitability of CorrespondingUnits)
Interrogation Room #3
Bruno Victor Benucci III & Sergeant S. Mendes
December 19 // 4:21 p.m.
âVic, youâre not listening.â
I stuff my handkerchief into my pocket, look around for a clock. As it turns out, time is hard to pass when you canât see it.
âSorry,â I say. âWhat was the question?â
âDid Baz ever mention why Nzuzi doesnât talk?â
Mendes taps the edge of her file with her pen. She rarely writes anything, which makes sense, considering the whole conversation is being recorded. The pen she uses like a tiny drumstick, clicking it against the table, the pad of paper, the bracelet on her left hand . . .
Rhythmically. Rhythmically. Rhythm, rhythm, rhythmically.
Rhythmically. Rhythmically. Rhythm, rhythm, rhythmically.
. . .
âHe did,â I say.
âAnd?â
Truth is, until the last twenty-four hours I didnât know many details about the Kabongo brothersâ past life. But a lot has changed. And last nightâor early this morning, I really couldnât say whichâIâd learned plenty.
âThe Kabongos were born in Brazzaville, in the Republicof the Congo. Their whole family had to flee when Baz was ten, I think. Zuz would have been really youngâand they had a little sister at the time too. They walked for months, ate and drank very little. People were dying all around them. Made it pretty far together until their father died of malnutrition.â
âThatâs terrible. You said Baz was ten?â
I nod.
âAbout how old do you think Nzuzi and Nsimba were?â she asks.
âBy then, probably three orââ
. . .
Shit.
. . .
. . .
âVic, you okay?â
. . .
I stare into Mendesâs eyes, second-guessing everything. âHow did you know about Nsimba?â
âWhat?â
âBefore. Just now. You said, âNzuzi and Nsimba.ââ
Mendes flushes, flips through some papers in the file in front of her. âYou mentioned a sisterââ
âNot by name.â
âItâs common Congolese practice, naming twins Nzuzi and Nsimba. I just assumed.â
âI never said they were twins.â
It wouldnât be that difficult to learn information about the Kabongosâ lives before resettlement in the States. Baz mentioned organizations like the United Nations High Commissioner for Refugees and the Red Crossâcertainly, there were records, documentation outlining theirexperiences. But it does make me wonder what else Mendes knows, and to what lengths sheâs gone to gather information.
She sips her coffee, checks her watch. âAnyway, you were about to say why Nzuzi doesnât talk.â
I run my hands through my hair. âI donât really feel like talking specifics. The kid saw some pretty horrible things at a pretty young age, Miss Mendes. If he doesnât feel like talking, I donât blame him. To be perfectly honest, considering all heâs been through, Iâd say heâs coping fairly well.â
Rhythmically. Rhythmically. Rhythm, rhythm, rhythmically.
. . .
Mendes pulls a manila file out of nowhere, drops it onto the desk. Something about it is terrifyingly simple, like a lone strangerâs face in your own familyâs portrait.
Thereâs a knock on the door, quickly followed by the entrance of a guy in a suit, and a shock of red hair.
âDetective Ron,â says Mendes. âThis is Vic Benucci.â
Detective Ron nods at me, his eyes landing on my face. In a matter of seconds, I see the forced casualness, the attempted internal explanation, followed by the nothing-to-see-here smile,