Lost In Our Darkness (Demons Of Darkness Book 2) by Elizabeth Hayes Page A

a bowl I placed them in front of Zaiden. He reached in the bowl grabbing a handful and stuffing them into his mouth.  I poured two cups of coffee and placed one in front of Nix. He looked up and smiled at me making me wish Zaiden was in his room so I could crawl on Nix’s lap. I snapped myself out of that thought and turned around and stared out the window.
    I finished my coffee and walked out of the kitchen. I needed to be as far away from Nix as I could. I walked into my room and shut the door behind me. Taking a deep breath I undressed as I walked to my bathroom and stepped into the shower turning on the water.  I wasn’t sure how long I stood there unmoving as the steaming water cascade over my body when I heard the door open and then the shower curtain moved as Nix stepped in behind me. I didn’t move to look at him, I just stood there with my eyes closed. His arms wrapped around my center and pulled me back to him. I relaxed into his arms as I leaned my head back into his shoulder.
    His hands slid down my stomach until he stopped between my legs. I moaned his name as he spread my legs apart with his leg. I know I should stop him, but I can’t. I can’t stop him. And that’s our problem, I can’t say no to him. Or maybe I just don’t know how to. 
    “Trix.” He whispered in my ear as he pushed me against the shower wall. I steadied myself as I pressed my hands against the wall to keep me in place as he pushed his cock inside of me.
     

    Fuck. What was I doing. I just fucked Trix in her shower and then walked out. Leaving her there as I dressed and left. I was supposed to be at the hospital an hour ago but I couldn’t pull myself away from Trix.
    I pulled up to the hospital and made my way to Zoelle’s room. She was sitting on the hospital bed looking as if she was ready to murder me in my sleep. Fuck. She was pissed.
    “What the fuck Nix. I have been calling you for the past hour.”
    “Sorry I got held up.” I shrugged.
    “You mean you had your dick stuck in some fucking bitch.”
    “Whatever. You ready to go.”
    “You don’t even try to deny it, do you.” She stared at me looking like she wanted to rip my head off.
    “You knew what you were getting into when you met me Zoelle.”
    “Yeah but somehow I thought you might actually care that you are married. Silly me.” She stood up and picked up her bag as a nurse walked in with a wheelchair. Zoelle took a seat and I picked up the infant carrier that held our sleeping daughter. Zoelle continued to stare daggers at me.
    The drive home was quiet until we pulled onto our street and Zoelle spotted Trix standing outside her house.
    “Oh you have got to be fucking shitting me, Nix. You did not move that stupid bitch into a house two down from ours.”
    “She’s the mother of my son Zoe. I need him as close as I can get.”
    “You are a jackass Nix. Why don’t you just take him from her. I mean seriously what can she do about it if you just take him.”
    “Really Zoe.”
    “I want her gone Nix.”
    “That’s not going to happen.  And there is no way she would let that happen.”
    “You’re a fucking pussy. She’s just a girl, take your son and let’s move on with our lives without her getting in between us.”
    “She’s not getting in between us.”
    “If you really think that Nix, you can go fuck yourself.” She unfastened her seat belt and threw her door open as soon as the truck was in park.  I pulled the keys from the ignition, jumped out of the truck, and unhooked the infant seat and carried her to the house. When I got to the door I stopped and looked over at Trix who was staring at me shaking her head. The thing was, even if I wanted to take Zaiden from her I wouldn’t. I valued my life way too much.
    I walked into the house and found Zoelle in the baby’s room.
    “You know Zoe, she’s not that bad.”
    “She’s not so bad. Really Nix. She fucking took off pregnant with your child and then when you finally move past all