little boats in her stomach, floating on the ocean of seafood chowder she had eaten. After the disaster sheâd caused with Gus and Eva, it felt like the cream had all curdled inside herâa big ball of sourness.
âI donât think Iâll eat again for a year,â Aunt Sophie moaned. âI lost count of how many biscuits I ateâcouldnât resist. They were calling to me.â
âThen they were callinâ to all of us,â Gus said from behind them.
Alex could feel her mom stiffen beside her. Gus put a light hand on Alexâs shoulder, gently swinging her around.
He smiled down at her. âOwe you a debt, Alex, yes indeed,â he murmured. âAnd I donât forget âem, either. Not ever.â
Gus thinks I was trying to do something good? she thought. Shame burned Alexâs cheeks. She was glad for the darkness. âBut she doesnât seem happyâ¦â
âBit of a shock is all. Should have said somethinâ years ago. Sheâll come around.â He gave them all a brief salute before climbing into his truck. Alex could still hear him whistling as he drove away down the street.
He was happy! Alex thought of all her own tears lately. Looking up at the ones still glistening in the moonlight on her momâs cheeks, she pictured her dadâs faceâan unsmiling stone mask hiding behind dark glasses.
Well, whatever the reason, at least someone was happy.
Chapter Twenty
âI thought you hated skateboarding,â Adam said. His head was bent low over his board as he adjusted the wheels.
âI do. I mean, I did.â
âSo, why do you want to go?â
âThatâs all you do now. We never go exploring anymore.â
âThis is more fun,â he said. âAll you did was draw flowers and stuff while I climbed trees by myself.â
âI did that too!â
âHa! Only if I pulled you up the tree,â he laughed.
âStop teasing me!â Alex frowned.
âSorry. You can go, okay?â
âOkay.â
âBut youâre not gonna like it,â he muttered, expertly flipping his board upright. âSkateboarding is higher on the scare-o-meter than climbing trees. Higher than roller coasters, too.â
Alex gulped.
At the Halifax Commons skatepark, she watched in awe as Adam did amazing tricks, each higher and faster than the last. He really was fearless, she thought.
âAll right, sis, youâre up.â
âGive me your helmet!â
He laughed and handed it over. She pulled the strap on the helmet as tight as it would go. Everyone was watching her.
âGet on and Iâll push you around a bit so you can get used to the feel of it.â
âOkay.â
Alex stared at the skateboard. She willed her feet to move. They didnât. Seconds, then minutes, ticked by. The others got tired and returned to their boards, flying around her.
âCâmon, sis, you can do it. Donât be scared. Iâm right here.â
âAll right, all right, donât rush me!â Alex put her right foot on the back end of the skateboard and shifted her weight to that same foot, like she was stepping onto a stair.
âNot on the tailââ
âAhh!â
The skateboard flipped up and Alex lost her balance. She would have been sprawled on the pavement if Adam hadnât grabbed her.
âGotcha!â
Laughter erupted around her. She felt her face flush.
âItâs all right,â he whispered in her ear. âIgnore them. Iâll teach you when no oneâs around to tease you, okay? Watch, Iâll show them a new trick. Then theyâll forget all about laughing at you.â
He grabbed the board and zipped off.
âWait, your helmetâ¦â Alex tugged at the strap, but he was gone.
âStupid law anyway,â he shouted back to her. âItâs more fun without it!â
Alex watched as Adam set up for a jump. He had on a grey hoodie with