jerk. You’re…you know, kinda big. It hurts
still, sometimes.” Pissed at his smug expression at that comment, she wadded
the tissues up, wondering how she could sneak down the hall and do a proper
clean up. She had blood, but not period blood. And she hurt pretty bad.
“Oh, baby.” He pulled her so close she heard his heartbeat.
“I’m sorry.” He kissed her hair. “Forgive me?” He tilted her chin up and gave
her the sad puppy dog eyes again.
“Yeah.” She pressed her nose into his chest. “But if you
take her to prom I’ll lighten your load down there with my daddy’s hatchet.”
She cupped his crotch. He jumped away from her and executed his usual nervous
tick, running his palm around the back of his neck. She hated it, and him, and
her own stupid self at that split second.
“All right, I’d better take off.” He moved past her toward
the window.
“Wait.” She grabbed his arm. “Show me.”
He grinned and flipped his wrist over. She held hers next to
it. The entwined pair of fancy capital letter Ds with stars matched more or
less. “You’re my boyfriend, right Dominic?” she demanded, not letting go of his
arm.
“Sure thing, sweets,” he claimed, lightly kissing her nose
and winking before climbing out the window, making his practiced way down the
trellis, then scurrying into the shadows. She touched her neck, tingly where
he’d likely sucked another hickey on her, then got another twinge of pain
between her legs. Limping, she snuck into the hall and grabbed a washcloth from
the linen closet.
“Diana, honey?” Her father’s voice floated out from his
room, sleepy but ever vigilant—or so he believed.
“Yeah, Daddy, sorry. I had, um, a bad dream. Got all sweaty.
Getting a cold cloth.”
“Want some warm milk?” he asked.
She slumped in the bathroom doorway. “Yes, please. That
would be great.”
“I’ll meet you in the kitchen.”
Two Weeks Later
Diana clutched her books to her chest. Sweat beaded her skin
but she didn’t bother swiping at it. She couldn’t move.
Renee had her arm linked through Dominic’s, grinning her
perfectly white grin, flipping that stupid, flawless hair over her tanned
shoulder. “Tell her, Dom.”
Dom blinked. “I’m taking Renee to prom.” He sounded like a
robot. She frowned, focusing on him and not the slutty girl clinging to him.
“Oh?” She sensed the high school population swirling past
them, taking it all in without seeming to do so.
“Yeah, honey, sorry.” Renee patted her arm.
Diana jerked out of her reach. “Forgot that bit about me
lightening your load, did you, Dominic?”
“What is she talking about?” Renee frowned at her, then Dom,
who had his mouth hanging open like a fool. Diana’s head cleared.
“Never mind, honey .” She spoke to Renee while looking
straight at Dom. “It’s a dumb farm-girl thing. Catch you later, Love.” She gave
a jaunty wave and forced her way through the crowd and out of the building, to
her car, home, and into the barn where she saddled her horse and rode for what
felt like hours. By the time she’d returned to the barn and wiped the horse
down, her parents were frantic. Her sister stood next to them in the paddock,
arms crossed. Diana stomped up to her and slapped her, hard. Jen didn’t make a
sound.
“Diana!” Her father held her arm so she couldn’t do it
again.
“It’s all right, Daddy. She knows she deserves it.” Diana
wiped her stinging palm on her jeans, the hole in her chest aching like a
rotten tooth. “You’re right about him, though. He’s bad. But I want you all to
know that I’ve been having sex with Dominic Love since July.” The expression of
surprise then horror in her father’s face, and the one of non-surprise, then
hurt on her mother’s, gave her a grim satisfaction. “Yeah. So now you know. But
we aren’t together anymore so he won’t be sneaking up the trellis into my
bedroom to fuck me
Jean-Claude Izzo, Howard Curtis