machine.â
Nodding, she walked to the curb and tried to hail a cab.
âWhereâs your car?â
âI sent him home. I didnât know how long Iâd be and it was too hot to leave him sitting there. Maybe I should go back in and call a cab.â
âIn a hurry?â
She winced as the siren shrieked. âI want to get to the hospital.â
Nonplussed, he jammed his hands into his pockets. âThereâs no need for you to go.â
She turned, and her eyes, in the brief moment they held his, were ripe with emotion. Saying nothing, she faced away until a cab finally swung to the curb. Nor did she speak when Mikhail climbed in behind her.
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She hated the smell of hospitals. Layers of illness, antiseptics, fear and heavy cleaners. The memory of the last days her grandfather had lain dying were still too fresh in her mind. The Emergency Room of the downtown hospital added one more layer. Fresh blood.
Sydney steeled herself against it and walked through the crowds of the sick and injured to the admitting window.
âYou had a Mrs. Wolburg just come in.â
âThatâs right.â The clerk stabbed keys on her computer. âYou family?â
âNo, Iââ
âWeâre going to need some family to fill out these forms. Patient said she wasnât insured.â
Mikhail was already leaning over, eyes dangerous, when Sydney snapped out her answer. âHayward Industries will be responsible for Mrs. Wolburgâs medical expenses.â She reached into her bag for identification and slapped it onto the counter. âIâm Sydney Hayward. Where is Mrs. Wolburg?â
âIn X ray.â The frost in Sydneyâs eyes had the clerk shifting in her chair. âDr. Cohenâs attending.â
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So they waited, drinking bad coffee among the moans and tears of inner city ER. Sometimes Sydney would lay her head back against the wall and shut her eyes. She appeared to be dozing, but all the while she was thinking what it would be like to be old, and alone and helpless.
He wanted to think she was only there to cover her butt. Oh yes, he wanted to think that of her. It was so much more comfortable to think of her as the head of some bloodless company than as a woman.
But he remembered how quickly she had acted in the Wolburg apartment, how gentle she had been with the old woman. And most of all, he remembered the look in her eyes out on the street. All that misery and compassion and guilt welling up in those big eyes.
âShe tripped on the linoleum,â Sydney murmured.
It was the first time sheâd spoken in nearly an hour, and Mikhail turned his head to study her. Her eyes were still closed, her face pale and in repose.
âShe was only walking in her own kitchen and fell because the floor was old and unsafe.â
âYouâre making it safe.â
Sydney continued as if she hadnât heard. âThen she could only lie there, hurt and alone. Her voice was so weak. I nearly walked right by.â
âYou didnât walk by.â His hand hesitated over hers. Then, with an oath, he pressed his palm to the back of her hand. âYouâre only one Hayward, Sydney. Your grandfatherââ
âHe was ill.â Her hand clenched under Mikhailâs, and her eyes squeezed more tightly closed. âHe was sick nearly two years, and I was in Europe. I didnât know. He didnât want to disrupt my life. My father was dead, and there was only me, and he didnât want to worry me. When he finally called me, it was almost over. He was a good man. He wouldnât have let things get so bad, but he couldnâtâ¦he just couldnât.â
She let out a short, shuddering breath. Mikhail turned her hand over and linked his fingers with hers.
âWhen I got to New York, he was in the hospital. He looked so small, so tired. He told me I was the only Hayward left. Then he died,â she said wearily.