Calvin loves him so much that he doesnât want to live even part-time with his mom anymore.
And those were the cheerier ones.
âAll right, I admit it,â Julie all but whimpered. âIâm scared to death.â
âI know,â Paige said, gentling down a little. âListen, Jules, youâre the best mother in the universe,â she went on softly. âBut be that as it may, Calvin still needs a father.â
Julie had reached the school by then, and she maneuvered into her parking spot. âYouâre right.â
Paige laughed. âOf course I am.â A pause. âDid Libby mention our getting together, the three of us, on Saturday? She wants to start shopping for her wedding dress.â
The thought of Libby and her happiness made Julie feel better instantly. âWe talked about it a little this morning, when I dropped Calvin off at her and Tateâs house.â
âDo you not think it just a little strange that they want to live there instead of the mansion?â
âItâs not strange, Paige. Iâm sure the small house is cozier, better suited to family life. Anyway, you know Tateâs never been much for high living, and neither has Libby.â
âYouâre staying in the main house,â Paige pressed. âWhatâs it like?â
âYouâve been in the ranch house, Paige. At least as far as Austinâs bedroom, not to put too fine a point on things.â
âHa,â Paige said. âSo funny. It was dark, we were young, and I wasnât exactly thinking about architectural detail.â
âI donât suppose you were,â Julie drawled back. âGotta get back to work now. Thanks for listening.â
âKeep me in the loop,â Paige chimed in reply.
Goodbyes were said, and the call ended.
Julie dropped her phone into her tote bag and wove her way through a river of teenagers flowing along the hallway.
Their energy exhilarated Julie, made her smile. Parents and administrators could wear her down, but the kids themselves always energized her. Many nights, after a theater group rehearsal or a performance, she was high for hours, too excited to sleep.
The afternoon sped by.
The meeting with Arthur Dulles and two school board members went exactly as Julie had expected it toâthe showcase was out, unless she wanted to stage the three one-act plays in addition to the musical.
That would be impossible, of course.
Which was exactly why she was going to do it.
CHAPTER FIVE
C ALVIN .
On a midnight-black horse.
As Julie drove into the yard at Tate and Libbyâs place late that afternoon, the sight of her child made her heart catch. Calvin looked not just happy, but transported, perched in that saddle with Garrett McKettrick behind him.
The reins rested easily in Garrettâs leather-gloved hand, and his hat threw his face into shadow, but Julie felt his eyes on her as she stopped the Cadillac, shut off the motor and got out.
Man, boy and horse.
The image, Julie thought, with a sort of exhilarated terror, would remain in her mind forever, etched in sunlight, with the creek dancing behind and the sky a shade of lavender-blue that scalded her eyes.
âLook, Mom, Iâm riding a horse!â Calvin crowed.
Her boy, her baby, was safe within the steely circle of Garrettâs arms, she could see that plainly. And yet Julieâs heart scrambled up into the back of her throat and flailed there as she thought of all the terrible things that could have happened.
A snake might have spooked the horse, causing him to be thrown. Badly hurt, or even killed.
Or somethingâsome dirt mote or bit of pollenâcould have brought on one of Calvinâs rare but horrifying asthma attacks.
Did he have his inhaler handy, or was it still stashed in the bottom of his backpack, as usual?
She looked around, saw Tate on another horse nearby, Audrey riding in front of him, Ava holding on from behind. Libby