pulled down the ladder, stepped on the first rung, and threw her bag up to the second level. When he stepped back down, his expression was one of grim determination. âNow, tell me the truth.â
Her stomach was suddenly full of a thousand butterflies. âThe truth?â
His eyes turned so dark, they were close to black. âAt first I thought it was because youâd grown up, but thatâs not it.â
She swallowed. âWhat?â He couldnât know. How could he know?
âYour scent.â He closed the distance between them, a graceful, dangerous predator with a mind like a blade. Tempered. Honed. âYou smell wrong, Talin.â
âHow can I smell wrong?â Dread morphed into honest confusion. âI smell like me.â
He moved around her to her back. She stood her ground, though irrational fear struck again. Memories of blood andââOuch!â She tugged her hair out of his grasp. âWhat do you think youâre doing?â
âSnapping you out of panic.â
Her answer stuck in her throat as she felt the heat of his breath whisper along the curve of her neck. He was no longer touching any part of her, but she couldnât move. Her body remembered his. Heâd been the only one who had touched her in affection before the Larkspurs. But her adoptive family occupied a far different space in her heart than Clay. He was a deep, intrinsic part of her, a part she both feared and craved.
âYou smell of woman, of fear, of you , but thereâs an ugliness below the surface, a badness.â
Her soul curled into a tight self-protective ball. âI revolt you.â
âNo, itâs not that kind of badness. Itâs just wrong, shouldnât be there.â He put his hands on her hips. They were big. Heavy. âScared, Tally?â
She fought her shiver. âYou know I am.â Her body might remember his warmth and protectiveness, but it also remembered his capacity for the most bloody violence.
His fingers pressed down a fraction before he released her. She waited for him to face her again. When he did, she found herself looking into eyes no longer the dark green of man but the paler gold-green of leopard.
Unprepared for the shift, she took a stumbling step backward. Her palms hit the wall.
âWhy the wrongness in your scent, Talin?â
âI donât know.â
âTry again.â
She was about to repeat her answer when she realized it would be a lie. Her mouth snapped shut. âAs long as you can live with it, what does it matter?â
âTell me.â
He was a barricade in front of her, an impenetrable mass of stubborn male muscle. Instead of increasing her fear, the display of unvarnished dominance made her anger spike. âNo,â she said. âStop being a bully.â
His face reflected surprise. âWrong answer.â He came closer.
She went to duck out of the way but heâd already moved to trap her against the wall, his hands palms down on either side of her body. She felt her heart rate speed up, her own palms start to sweat. âIntimidation is hardly going to make me more inclined to tell you.â
He leaned down until his face filled her vision. A long, still pause. âBoo.â
She jumped at the husky whisper and hated herself for it. âNot nice.â
âAccording to you, Iâm a rampaging monster.â
âNo, I neverââ She shook her head. âI canât help what my mind feels, Clay.â
âWhy?â
âWhy not?â she snapped. âItâs my coping mechanism. Deal with it.â
âItâs nothing but a pile of shit.â He pressed even closer, the heat of him an almost physical caress. âAnd baby, if youâre coping, then Iâm Mother Teresa. Now, what the fuck is wrong with you?â
âIâm sick!â she yelled. âDying! There, happy now?â
CHAPTER 8
Clay went so motionless she