still remembers how soft his hair felt. Soft as milkweed down.
Does Perry still remember that? A sudden smile lights up his face, like something buried rising into the light. A rare pleated shell, poking through the surface of a rock.
This is why Sylvie loves him so. For a heartbeat, Flor loves him too.
What!
âYou better call your sister right away,â she says, her knees wobbling. âLike yesterday, you hear me? She really wants to talk to you.â
âGot it, chief.â He nods, then juts his chin towardthe house. âHey. Sorry about whatâs going on.â
The door slams, the pickup roars away. Why does he have to drive so fast?
Going on?
Flor streaks across the grass. The second she steps inside, her whole family boils up around her, hugging and scolding.
Wait. Not her whole family.
âWhereâs Mama?â
âDid someone drop you off?â Cecilia parts the curtain. âDid I hear a pickup?â
âI drove all over creation looking for you,â says Dad. âI didnât even get to clean my gun.â
âWe canât find the phone.â Cecilia turns from the window. âI used my cell to call everyone, but nobody had seen you.â
âEverything happened so fast,â says Dad.
âWhat happened? Whereâs Mama?â
âYou ran away.â Thomas is sucking Snowballâs ear. âI said donât go, but you still did.â
âIâd never run away! I . . .â
âAll of a sudden, itâs an emergency,â says Dad. He runs his hand through his hair. âJust like that, everythingâs changed.â
âSomebody better tell me where Mama is!â Flor shouts. âRight now!â
Quiet.
âLitaâs sick.â Dad puts his big arm around her. His voice turns gentle. âThat cold of hers got worse and the aunts finally made her go to the doctor. Itâs bronchitis. Sheâll be all right, donât worry.â
âBut whereâs Mama?â
Dadâs arm slides off her shoulder. He runs his hand across his head again. His hair stands up, petrified.
âSheâd be beside herself staying here, Flor. She needs to be with her family.â
The three of them stand around him in a little circle, like theyâre about to join hands and play a game. Weâre her family. Flor canât be the only one thinking that.
âItâs just for a little while,â Dad goes on. âA few days, tops. Weâll all pitch in. Itâll be an adventure!â He picks up Thomas and spins him around. âYou ready for an adventure, old buddy?â
One of you should go. Should go. Go.
Cecilia pries Florâs backpack out of her arms.
âShe really wanted to say good-bye to you. She said to tell you sheâll call tomorrow.â
Without the backpack, Florâs arms feel unbearably empty. They flop around. Cecilia tucks Florâs hair behind her ear. She smells like soap and something else.
âHey,â Cecilia says. âYou know what? It might be good she went.â
What Perry just said about Sylvie! Something inside Flor gives a hard, painful twist.
âMaybe,â Flor says. âIf Lita gets better and she comes right back.â
But Cecilia means something else. She hangs the backpack on a hook and turns to Flor. Her eye makeup is smudged. It makes her look even older and more beautiful, like in a movie when the star just gets out of bed.
âYou were right. What you said this afternoon? Maybe Mama goingâitâs the right thing. Maybe itâs the only way things can change around here.â
âI never said that. Whatâs that supposed to mean?â
But Ceciliaâs black hair swings across her face as she turns away. So much for her changing. So much for her behaving like she and Flor actually have something in common besides the same name and parentsand living in the same house!
Later, Florâs in bed, not falling