gotta get back to work now, okay?â
Between Mitchâs teasing and my disappointment at not seeing Dad, my mood was in freefall. I just wanted to be alone.
I stomped to my room and slammed the door, not bothering to say hello to Fox and Mason or wait around for their reaction to the news about Dad. I took out the lockbox. I found the moth stickpin and set it on my dressing table. Then I sat down and met my own eyes in the mirror, daring myself to put on the pin to see if anything would happen.
I let my fingers hover over the pin, then scooped it up and wrapped both hands around it. The cold metal bit into my skin like a shard of ice. I held it for as long as I could stand it, the cold biting deeper, sharper, watching my features twist in the mirror as my hands took the abuse.
At last, with a quick yelp of pain, I dropped the pin. It bounced and rattled across the table. I watched, transfixed, as it traveled the entire surface before falling to the carpet with a muted thump. I thought about leaving it there; my hand still ached from holding it. But I didnât want anyone else to find it. Sighing, I crawled under the dressing table to retrieve it, a sleeve stretched over my palm to blunt the chill.
âJosie?â
I jumped. My head hit the underside of the table.
âOuch!â
âJosie?â Foxâs voice drifted through the door. âYou in there?â
I slipped the pin into my pocket just as he peeked in. âJosie, hey, do youâwhat are you doing down there?â
âNothing. I dropped something.â I crawled out, rubbing the tender spot on the back of my head. âWhatâs up?â
âYou heard about Dad, I guess.â
âYeah.â
He hesitated. âYou still want to go see that hairdresser today? We could make it there and back on our bikes before dinner.â
âOkay. Maybe sheâll be more helpful than Mitch was.â
âMitch? What do you mean?â
I sank down on the edge of my bed. âOh, nothing. I asked him about Mothman, and he practically laughed in my face.â
âWhy did you do that, Josie? Of course he laughed.â
âIt doesnât matter. Heâs not going to tell anyone. He thinks Iâm just a stupid kid.â
Fox sat down beside me. âNo, he doesnât. Some people just canât handle talking about supernatural stuff.â
âIâm pretty sure Aunt Barbâs hairdresser isnât one of those people. Letâs go.â
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Mason was so disappointed about Dad not coming home that Aunt Barb had to bribe him with cookies and a few ânewâ broken electronics to keep him happy.
Fox assured Aunt Barb with a straight face that we were going to the library to catch up on homework. She even packed us a snack.
It was a three-mile ride, but we found the beauty salon easily enough. It was just down the street from the Supercuts where Dad always took us.
As we locked up our bikes, Fox said, âIf sheâs here, sheâll be working. She canât just take time off to answer a bunch of questions. You have to get her to cut your hair. Sheâll talk the whole time.â
I clutched my twin braids. âI donât know, Fox.â When Momma was sick and lost her hair, I cut mine short so she wouldnât feel so bad. Sheâd caught me with scissors in hand and a pile of my hair in the bathroom sink. We cried, and then we laughed, and for a little while it seemed like everything might be okay. When she died, it took me a year to start letting it grow out again. It took another two years to get it this long, and I was too ashamed to admit that I liked the way it looked, a rich wheat color, thick and shiny. I liked how I could toss it casually over my shoulder, flash a smile, and pretend for a moment that I was as confident as Fox.
âCâmon, Josie. You donât have to get it chopped off; just get a trim.â He gave me his hurt